trampling on cotton candy

ok. it was miserable for the last two months.

heavily indebted=still surviving
yeng chai got broken into=additional cost
bloody robber stole TAG=no chance to zoom past toll gates and show off to TnG users!
rigorously paying off c/c debt=so not spending money
no spending money=no fancy meals, no entertainment.
no lifestyle=eat chap fan and boil dramas

but in life we must be positive....
so i drew up a budget and maintained to follow it!
i could manage to slot in a trip to KT, pay off insurance installment
also hair treatment package and wedding favours!!!
oooh oohhh....and also for the payment of RM180 for the ji mui's dress!!

owhhh.. not all from my salary alone...
then?? how???

Difficult times are like dark clouds that pass overhead and block the sun.
When we look more closely at the edges of every cloud we can see the sun shining there like a silver lining.
so we all much open eyes BIG BIG so that can see the sunlight!!!! thank God for big eyes... (positive thinking if compared to sepet eyes)
Every cloud has a silver lining means that you should never feel hopeless because difficult times always lead to better days.

i tell you i really couldn't believe myself that God really loved me that much!!!

the TnG value in my card was refunded by the company PROMPTLY!!! exactly 1 month
my insurance payment for the broken window received also in the same time!!!
although i dun see it in my account yet, but the news of it is good enough!
JESUS LOVES ME TIS I KNOW!!!! i♥jesus too!!!

then i get big angpow which is good enough to cover the ji mui dress ♥my aunty!!
then my bro received the laptop that TM is giving free for student
which i am going to sell it off and will get him to buy me a hard disk which i really wanted and NEEDED
and also some secret mission we're doing!! which makes me so damn happy!!! hahahahhaah ♥ my bro!!!

and baybee who has been always supporting me with whatever decision i make and loves me so much!!! ♥♥♥

so my life is full of colour now!! all alive and well... but still chap fan cause i ♥ chap fan and i can pay off c/c!