Today is the day where history repeats itself wtf

i have refrained to talk about my work since the last post...
afraid that i might jinx it..
now that i am damn pissed and kind of unhappy already, no f*** shall be given
i shall gossip and talk about it to my heart's content!

my rambling about work will launch in Dayre today.
those who know me really well would know what's coming next..
hhahahahaha...

LIFE LESSON #1 - of money, choice and responsibility

ohiyo!! i am back from my not very long vacation to Hokkaido

i was about to start to blog about the trip but something came up

and i decide to postpone that just because i have no mood! 

i am going to write this down because i have spent one sleepless night and few depressingly stressful days to find a closure to my problem...

and i want this to be a LIFE LESSON for me because i realise i am pretty much not exposed in monetary issues like this and to face the solution for it

frog in the well kind of situation

everytime after a trip, reality start to kick back in...payments have to be made and especially those spent on the trip..

when we go for trips with friends/famiies it would be inevitable to have common spending

or in my specific case this time, was payment on behalf.

in my specific case, what happened was Kelly's (gonna call her K from now on) husband told me at the airport to take care of his wife as this is the first time she is going overseas for trip and he gave a budget of RM3k for her expenses..

well, merrily-happy-excited-for-the-trip me noted and agreed. and so the rest of the trip was all well and good... though we spent off all our cash in hand and i had to think of ways to find more cash....got it and swipe some on my magic card!

back home, back to reality... after reconciliation with magic card bank and also other fellow tour friends, time to pay back debts had arrived. i calculated everything nicely,got all information and informed K about the amount that needed to be paid. The response i got from K was -------------silent---------------------

so then i sent the details Pingu and told him to claim from K's husband the money for me. K's husband did briefly spoke to me that he has no money to pay me. i honestly thought it was kind of like a joke and took it lightly.

until one fine morning, K's father in law called me.. and asked how much did she owe me. He told me that he will pay for all her additional expenses and mine too! i objected and refused to accept the offer of course! how can one old man pay for our own additional expenses???

the fact that it is additional is a CHOICE. i can opt to not spend any extra but i chose to because i have made the decision that i will be responsible for the amount spent. K CHOSE to spend extra because her husband said he gave her additional RM3k to spend.

then it dawned to me that K's husband was not joking after all. he had no money to pay and intend to just leave it as it is. i was like FUCK! what is this attitude? what kind of mentality is this? this is not how somebody whom i actually regarded as 'family' treat each other! ALL LIES and trying to take advantage of my kind heart!!! BLOODY FUCK no wonder K was silent.

i was also angry with K. BLOODY HELL you fucking spent happily like a rich bitch and now when it is payback time, u keep quiet? act like nothing had happened? what?? think that money will drop down from the sky? HUH! shouldn't you as a WIFE should be responsible to claim money back from your beloved husband the money to pay me back???

HELLO!!! however much your husband owe you does not mean the whole world owes you too! fucking please realize that I AM NOT YOUR FAMILY or anything that you may think i could be related to you that made you think that you could take advantage of me! if your STUPID husband is not able to pay for your spending, you should know it. CONTROL YOURSELF LAH BITCH! and even so, after that you should bear the responsibility of your own spending. you should go ask the old man for money and pay me. NOT FUCKING JUST TREAT LIKE NOTHING HAS HAPPENED and the old man had to call me and take responsibility of your actions!

Fine! Lesson to learn. DO NOT TRUST ANYONE... however much i may agree, i am still going to reserve some trust for my own family and close friends. People i know that will stick to you through thick and thin and most importantly, RESPONSIBLE for their own actions.

strangers, not so close friends, and others (especially K and husband) shall not be trusted anymore and should they ever ever need me to pay for them or lend them any money... well, i would say that the request had to go through many levels of decision and will be questioned thoroughly and to be honest, i think would unlikely pass through the first few levels of decision making. u see, one of the levels will question their INTEGRITY and so i guess K's and husband does not have any and their names have been BLACKLISTED dy. 

FTL

money and status

this is my blog... and so today i chose to bitch in my blog

i seriously need to write about this someone whom i really hate to the max at the moment!
no names will be mentioned so, dont u think u can sue me if u are reading this pun!
(got money also no use)
this could be a fiction for as long as i say so...
so unless i tell you directly, it shall be deemed fiction.

it came upon me that having lots of money doesnt make you any greater than others...
it doesnt give u two nose, 4 eyes, 2 mouths...
you behave and think you are smarter than the rest of the world
and you believe are never wrong, i tell you now... ONE FINE DAY YOU WILL BE WRONG
you think you are very clever huh?? you think you are always right????
FUCK YOU! just because you have experience doesn't mean you are brainier....
(there are many Einsteins out there if you dont know yet, fool)
and just because you have controlling power does not make you right!!!
YOU ARE WRONG if you still dont realise it yet! one advice, ADMIT IT when you are!
dont you dare think that you are always right!
opps... its true, you THINK you are always right, but not always dude!
and oh... having a special status IN MALAYSIA ONLY doesnt make you any greater....
out of this miniature country, you're just like anyone else....
same level as the begger whom i think has more in them than you do. tsk tsk tsk

oh well....
just because i kept quiet, does not mean you are right...
just because i kept quiet, does not mean i respect you...
all i did was for myself! i have my reasons...poor statusless people like that lah!

but one thing for sure, i lost all the respect i had for you
i realised that that respect previously was misguided by the exterior look displayed
wearing thousands of ringgit clothes will not be able to cover the dirt and blackness in you
now i finally understand why people say you are unbearable...
and why you got so pissed off when words spread.....
its like getting your shit exposed in public!
HAHHAHHAHAHHAHA

FYL!!!!

new work = new friends = $$$

as u all already know, i have resumed my working life....
and i really enjoyed working at this new place...
so if u are in jalan 222, call me out for lunch! ;)
its has just been 5 days.. and i am enjoying every minute of my working time
so that was how i looked when i was there for interview...
same baju as the picture on my resume! HAHAHHAHHAHAHAH
to prove that the picture is me!!
first day of work, i did a lot of preparation...
as my mom said, like kids first day going to Standard 1...
complete with water bottle, snacks, breakfast, slipper, notebook and shawl
my breakfast on the go!!!!! and the fucked up thing was the blooody traffic!
i left home at 7.10am and i got stucked in massive jam and was LATE FOR WORK ON MY VERY FIRST DAY!!!! the first impression goes down the toilet bowl liao lah!
me! 1st day@work :)
second day at work! <3 <3 <3
was at the pantry filling up my water bottle and i curi curi camwhore sikit lor

and oh... on the 2nd day, i left earlier at 7am.. and guess what? i reached at 7.45am!!!
so i was convinced that 7am is good!

who knows, 3rd day was a tragedy!!!! i fucking reached at 10 am!!!!
ok! i hate the journey to work when i see cars pilling up in front of me!!!
other than that, i love what i do

i feel happy being able to learn new things, exposed to a total different group of people
and having friends!!!

3rd day at work only and i HATED IT

my life in seriously fucked up!! bloody shit!

just to make it clear, i dont hate my office or my work at all

infact i loved it so much... i only hate the time i need to GET MY ASS TO WORK

first i thought leaving the house at bloody dready 7am is damn miserable already lah....

today its even more fucked up!!

got stucked in the fucked up jam and i only reach office NOW!!! at10AM! FUCK!

#$%#^#^*#*&^*&^*&#@^#&*^# waste my time, petrol and energy only!

why??? because of stupid assholes never finish repairing the oad near the arch at federal highway!!!!!!!!

arrrgghhhhhh#%^$**(@&@%&*($($*like i bloody spend 1 hour not moving and using handbrakes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sitting there in the car like a bloody FOOL!!!!!

FUCK THIS SHIT! FUCK FEDERAL!!!!

FUCK THOSE RESPONSIBLE TO CAUSE ME THIS MISERY!!!

i wanna shift! i wanna move!

Air Asia Premium Customer Line

Premium MY FOOT!!!!

This is my email, FB Note, and Online feedback to them

and wtf i had to "like" AA in FB before i can link them! FML

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Dear Air Asia team...

As a customer of Air Asia, i was very proud that airasia have a PREMIUM CUSTOMER LINE for us as an improvement for the HORRIBLE existing customer service helpline. However, the premium service is at a charge of RM1.95 per minute. That is a hefty price to pay for prompt service but to me, if it gets thing done, fast and efficiently, i am WILLING to pay for it.

From my recent encounter with this line, it is a HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT!! and it just gives me the impression that Airasia is sucking money from the customers! (OF COURSE COLLABORATING WITH THE TELCO OPERATORS) once the call have gone through, i had to listen to some voice recordings for some announcement before promping us to press 2 to speak to customer service.. and that has taken up 30 seconds i.e. rm1 just to listen to crap!

after pressing 2, I was brought to listen to the music.. la la la..."thank you for waiting, our customer service executive are currently busy. Please continue to hold or feel free to call us back later. Please note that this call will be charged Rm1.95 per minute." la la la la la.... and this continues for 17 minutes and 30 seconds before AA staff picks up the call!!!! The call cost for WAITING alone is RM34!!!!

PLEASE TELL ME IS THIS WHAT AIR ASIA DEEMED AS PREMIUM CUSTOMER SERVICE LINE???? the other line is for self help menu, so u dont get to speak to the customer service so that leaves me no choice but to call the so-called PREMIUM line...

I needed to do my changes to the itinerary online but failed due to error message;

ERROR

[1259:InvalidStationCode] At least one entered or selected airport code is invalid.Please verify the airport code(s) are valid and try again.

WHAT HAS AIRPORT CODE GOT TO DO WITH ME??? to request a change of itinerary, the only OPTION i get to change is just the DATE.

When i asked the customer service, they say it is a common error code which will appear if the lines are congested. her advice???

CALL THE CUSTOMER SERVICE, we can do for you!!! oh yeah.. CALL AND PAY SOME MORE LAH!!!

IS THIS SOME AIR ASIA SCAM TO SQUEEZE MONEY OUT FROM CUSTOMERS?????

fear factor - household edition

BEWARE: the following is a disgusting post and i suggest you DO NOT continue reading if you are eating food... especially chocolates!
please prepare a basin in case you need to 'excrete your internal stomach juices through your mouth'! HAHAHHAHAHA (internal joke)

are you ready????


I remember the days we used to complain about X leaving her used sanitary pad everywhere in the toilet
ONLY wrapped with tissue paper..... sum more still can see got blood inside one
arghhh... i hated it.. but at leasst the location she put the bloody thing did not involve me needing to touch it
and i can just turn a blind eye on it and remain constantly swearing at her till it is removed

then there was Y... who once wrapped her bloody thing with newspaper and left it on my facial scrub just side by side with my colgate
nearby my toothbrush! of all the fucking places in the bathroom, why the hell i dun understand must she leave her stuff N MY THINGS???????????
i was so angry and i told her to remove it and that woman some more took a few days to remove it..
i tell you i think i have sworn all kinds of terrible things to keep me from exploding while waiting FEW days for her to remove that bloody thing

THAT was the two most disgusting people i have known in my life!
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and yesterday, my perception changed. the no.1 spot have been over-throned...jeng jeng jeng......
and is how held by Z, the new housemate WTF
thank god i have my own bathroom and no need to share with her!!

she blardy left her bloody (end of period tat kind, cokalat colour blood) night time pad on the wash basin JUST LYING OPENED like that....
on the basin means at the area near the tap which is where all of them put their toothbrush and colgate
FTL!!! seriously,... THT IS SO DISGUSTING!!!! basically, if you still dun get it, the bloody pad is on people's toothbrushes and colgate..
fucking disgusting ok! the small room couple also super boh song.. the wife damn pissed off and the husband is .....speechless! wtf!

i tot this kind of things only happeen in publlic toilet lor.. by those uncivillised pigs... but... OMG!! omg omg omg ...
how can that be happening so near me??? YUCKSSS!!!

&*%$$#^$#%^$#%^^%

WTF!!!!!!!!!!!MCH!!!!!!!!!!!CCB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!KNS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if you need to f***, go and look for 'chickens'!
Don't simply rape and dogs or cats you have at home just because they are animals! FYL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the above is a peribahasa i just created! nothing got to do with any real life chickens, dogs, cats, or pigs. wtf
btw, its related to some...i dunno..... u think yourself lah! no mood to explain further liao

need to save energy to wallow in my pool of misery and just lay there and just think of how to eat and shit. WTF!

my life is seriously f***ed up and i cant wait for the 26th to come... so that i can run away and hide from all the lau sai!!

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

yeng chai got raped!

Early Saturday morning, my yeng chai was raped! F-the buglar’s-L!!
Asshole!!!
Pagi pagi buta 3.20am go break into my car!!! And stole my TAG and touch & go card!!!
MCH!! CCB!!! KNS!!!! TNLM$#^$^&#!!!
I am so furious!!
Disturb my sleep!
Steal my things!
Break my window!
Car wash people also capitalize on my mishap!
Then have to repair window!!
Caused me all the pain, trouble and anger!!!!!
I swear that the person who did this cannot berak, cannot kencing, cannot kentut for as long until I get my money back from my insurance company! FHL!!!!

kaya butter toast

PMS

That is the word for it. That is the reason for it. That is the most evil thing on earth!
It makes you feel like shit. It makes you cannot sleep. It makes you easily irritated.

Earlier, I got pissed of with 'you know who' (not revealing this.. so no need to ask). Then a bloody aunty poured oil into fire by pissing me off further. Making false accusation and trying to cheat my money! Bloody OLD crook!! I don't want to waste my time ranting about both of it here. Waste of space and time. Just a simple note to remind me of 'why i shouldn't be so nice to idiots' it in the future will do.

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There's something which is a bigger and more serious thing which is going on in my mind now. When i heard about it, i couldn't sleep the whole of last night! Something really exciting... And i was thrilled to hear about it. Or rather too shocking for the humble me to accept and i needed time to digest to think about it.

I couldn't make a decision on the spot because of....LOVE! HAAHAHAHAH *i am shy to admit it but....I never expected myself to have problem deciding due to LOVE!! OMG! Laugh at me all you want... I don't care. I have always acted for the benefit of myself and this time, I DIDN'T! OMG! What is happening to me? ~the power of love~perhaps?

Many of times, the older generations and more experienced ones have given countless valuable advices and one of it is not to be so stupid to sacrifice for love! However they say it, i don't see it practiced by them! They say it when they regretted their decision. But on a sweeter note, there are also some who sacrificed and it was worth it after all... 50:50 / Big or Small???

I don't know what to choose. I don't know how to choose.

I don't know.

I don't know.

Its like dividing myself to half. ~just like kaya butter toast...
Half of me wants the best for myself NOW! I crave for the excitement and challenge. ~ butter side
Another half of me wants the best for the person i love.. that makes me H.A.P.P.Y.!!!! ~ kaya side
I know, in life, we cannot have the best of both worlds, but life means endless possibilities. ~well, there's kaya butter toast kan??~
Many things in life are not fated. Its a choice we made by taking chances.
Happiness is a choice we make.

I could be wrong. I could be right. I have not decided yet...
Once i made the decision, i guess there'll be no turning back. *thinking *thinking really hard

Life is always a gamble.
You win some, you lose some.
Most importantly, is to enjoy the journey along the way.

mood spoilers

I AM IN A TERRIBLE MOOD NOW!!!

tales of old and new

Edit 2:
Used convetional method with blogger and still failed 2-3 times. I pre-typed this post in Ms Word 2010 and i cant seem to just copy and paste into blogger. Everytime i 'copied' there will be formatting details that tagged along and made me cant post! FTS! make my life so mah fan only!
Had to copy into notepad first before i copied again into blogger! WTF!
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Edit:
FAILED NOT ONCE BUT TWICE.. trying to use yahoo mail to send this post using my newly thought way.
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Tried using yahoo mail to directly send a post with pictures, but failed because I don’t know how to! How sad!
But I am brilliant, immediately I thought of a way, and tadah! U are reading this post WITH pictures!! Hahahhaha!

What the hell is that??? Look carefully, study the surrounding, and you would finally realize that it’s a flower vase! That the one on the right and on the left is a small glass… the liquid inside is obviously not vodka!

Few days ago, I went with yennee to my ex-boss’s food tasting of her newly opened café called ‘mBUJI CAFÉ’ at Sunway Giza. It was really a joyous occasion as I see a lot of familiar happy faces and the anticipation of free food! Mmm….. I felt a sudden warm feeling of familiarity.. and that was just about it… As I left, I wasn’t sad or unhappy at all! As I thought I would when I just entered. I was happy to say goodbye and go home to sleep!

A little about the café in case anyone wants to give a little support.. Patrons there go through a coffee adventure as they spend time slurping on good quality coffee imported from Africa… and there’s where the sacred rock called mBUJI is located, hence the name of the café. From what I understand, you would be able to choose from a large variety of different coffee beans and choose how you would like your coffee be made. Just pick what you like and you would get your very own design! There would also be a sandwich bar, just like Subway style and the bread are freshly baked in-house. There will be also an extensive list of menu to choose from anytime of the day. So far, I have not seen any of the above except for the extensive menu because during the tasting period, it was really full house and the food ran out rather quickly! So I shall go back another day and will write a proper review here.



Well, the big vase is my glass of water while others are the usual small size ones! HAHA! The reason why I got such a big one is due to my not-so-soft-volume when I talk! I was complaining that I did not get any of my orders, NOT even my plain water to my ‘table mates’ when the staff there heard me! And he quickly brought me this! HAHAHHA! The wonders of having not-so-soft voice!

Was wondering, would I be the one who would serve people the big vase if I would be still attached with my ex-company?

Last week also I tried to buy things from my company’s site www.lelong.com.my and got myself a ‘dress’. Why in inverted commas? Oh.. when I tried it on, it reached only to my waist! HAHAHHAHA!!! I think I ‘expanded’ the dress horizontally too much that it became short! So I’m gonna sell it off!

Then there is this special Wednesdays go crazy thing on www.superbid.com.my where items are auctioned off starting from RM1. So I ‘made’ Ping to get me this!


Aren’t they lovely? Such a sweet couple.. everytime I see this, now hanging in my room, it reminds me of him and my ‘missing’ him feeling would escalate sky high!

And oh oh… btw…I’m going to see my baybee tonight!!! Yeah yeah!!!!!

bomber girl

if past lives do exist, i guessed i might have been a TOILET BOMBER at Kuala Terengganu!

for the 2 weeks or more that i was there, it really seemed like the 'toilets' are taking their very own sweet revenge on me. WTF!

Disclaimer: the rest of the story is kinda disgusting. READ at your own RISK.

the whole series just started with me super 'needing' to urinate. So baybee stopped at a public toilet for me. i rushed to the toilet without thinking much when i saw a man in the other toilet so i went into the 'ladies' washroom...

there's a picture of a girl wearing skirt ma...well, baju kurung to be exact! Haha... then when i came out, the man was seated there at the counter, then i realised i need to pay for using the toilet. So i told him i will get the money from the car for him... he was looking at me weirdly and did not say anything...he just nodded. he had a really peculiar look on his face like he'd never seen a human before! wtf! so i went and took 30cents and then went back and paid him. Just as i paid him, to my horror i saw this:

WTF!!! FML!!! that was why he was looking at me weirdly!!!!!! FML!!

i went into the fucking wrong toilet!!! it wasn't a baju kurung! it was a baju melayu!!

i felt so embarrased and ran away as fast as lightning!

WHY DID THEY DO SUCH MISLEADING SIGNS?????

and that bugger was in the ladies toilet, obviously everyone will think just like me... given the 'situation' i was in!

u guys must be wondering where i took the pictures of the stupid signs from.. hahahah

i went back another day, use the toilet again... (this time the baju kebaya one).. whipped out my camera, and took the picture lor!!

then secondly was when i was at Mydin, just before i went shopping.

After my business, i needed to use the water hose... so i turned right to the max and cleaned up my mess.

btw, it was a squatting cubicle. i put on my pants and stepped down to turn the tap off.

so i turned maximum to the left really fast.... and..

WTF!!!! the whole hose came alive due to the high MAXIMUM water pressure and sprayed water all over my face, body, cubicle and i think some outside from the top! FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I GOT A BLOODY SHOCK OUT OF MY LIFE OKAY!!

i quickly turned the tap again and i discovered that to off it, it should be positioned at the middle!!

my whole body was wet, and i was wearing WHITE blouse!! that was fucking embarassing!!

i dared not go out of the cubicle in fear those who got wet outside might scold me! so i waited a while before i dared to step out! Two packets of 3 ply tissue also not enough!

i had to use the hand dryer to 'dry' my clothes!!

i got really pissed off and i really looked like a messed up crazy mad wet woman!!!

then i continued with my shopping. wtf.

the third incident was also at Mydin! i think Mydin hates me!

this time, i did not use any hose... i just did a simple business, then stood at the side of the squatting bowl, and flushed. that's it! everyone does it right?

FUCK! it was fucking wrong! i did not realised that the toilet bowl was broken at the back where water was supposed to spray out from! so instead of the water sprayed to the corners of the bowl, it sprayed all over ME!!! I was WET all over my pants!!! FML FML!!! and the worse thing is i could not stop the water from spraying out until the whole tank's wiped out!

MYDIN"S TOILET HATES ME!

now u agree why i said i guess my last life, i was a t'ganu toilet bomber!

damn!

new work, new room... new knowledge!

Hurray!! now i am another step ahead in blogging world!!
I can post via email!! *sombong face* i can rant all i want nao!!
i was worried that i would have to abandon this blog because i cant blog during
work hours and my new place is more ulu than Raub! FML!! talk about that later

Today is Thursday so it means its my fourth day at work!
I know everyone is concerned about me and my being able or not to adapt in my
new work environment
(i hope so...)..(u guys better be concerned!) thank you thank you! *touched*
i am fine and alive... quite free these few days as i dont know what to do and
my boss dont know what to give me to do and my superior dont know what to pass
to me to do yet.. fuh... now i am done with the long explanation one one whole
breath! *sweat
my collegues are all so nice and friendly!!!

i would need time to adapt to the culture here... really different from where i
was previously....
-here people do work for the solid 8 hours... i dont see anyone on personal
things/email/facebook/blogger/messaging
-people here don't chat during working hours, no one talking around and loudly
on the phone... i think everyone here have a voice of a mouse!! they dont talk!
to me they are pratically whispering all day long! FML! once, i answered a call,
and i felt like the whole office could hear me loud and clear and i felt so pai
seh! FML FML!!!
-seldom i hear personal calls and i dont hear anyoine's handphone ringing at
all!!

OMG!! this is the most akward thing for me because i am too used to having my
handphones ringing most of the time and i used to be so proud of my korean drama
songs!! now i am ashamed of them and it did cross my mind for me to use the
standard 'ring ring' tone. WTF!! but i thought i will missed them so i decided
to put my phone to silent mode during working hours!
-i have many chinese collegues here.. so during lunch time we all go makan
sama-sama in a big group 7-10 people! seriously i am not used to this because i
was eating chap fan alone all these years!
that's about it for work....

at home....
as you all know or...if u dont know yet, i have moved to puchong
moved to a very nice place, master bedroom, with aircon and water heater as
well...
this new place have swimming pool... and very very low density...
i loved it very much.....except when i discovered that this new place have no
3G and broadband coverage!
WTF!!! FML!!!! and when i tried with my digi broadband yesterday, holy shit!!!
it was worse than when i used it in Raub!!! kampung got better lines than
bandar!?!?!?!? @o@
i thought my life was meaningless T_______T

now, i have a new mission, to live my life without facebook games..!
my hotel would be infested by roaches and my crops would be stolen and then die
off!!! *heartbroken* T________________T
maybe i should start to go shopping for swimming 'gadgets' and can start to swim
everyday!
or i could boil tvb dramas... there's a pirated DVD shop just below my office
^_^

we'll see....
XOXO

laundry anyone?

yours truly is currently providing free labour to super mom due to the out-of-job-aka-unemployed-status..!! i am such an wonderful daughter isn't it? hahahha... *shy... praises overdose due to such noble deed! hahahahah!!

the explanation to my 'jobless' status is due to some fucked up company runned by some datin who has the guts of a chicken! they backed off from hiring me just few days before i was supposed to report to work . "they are forced to downsize and retrench staff due to sudden cancellation of contracts by our clients in order to meet operating costs" (extracted from the letter they gave me!) WTF!! some more they were calling me a week before that call to see whether i could report earlier or not! when i went over to their office to collect the compensation, the executive director had the guts to tell me that "me and datin really liked you and so in a week or two if there's any change in direction, we hope that you will be able to join us then. we sincerely looking forward to be able to work with you in the near future" WTF!!! after dashing my hopes, messing up all my debt repayment plans, and you still expect me to join you???? to give you a second chance of hurting my confidence??? WTF!! i jobless also i wont join them back lah! and oh oh.. btw... it's not like i did not get the job offer letter from them.. FTL!!!!!

so in attempt to protest against such unfair situation for me, i've decided to take a longgggg break and not look for job yet! hahaha no lah... like what Alexander Graham Bell said "When one door closes another door opens, but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us." so since i can't control what had happened, i made a decision not to stare at that closed door (such a waste of time!) but to enjoy my holiday just in case i might spot a better opportunity.

as it is clearly stated here..."Doors may close, but there are always unlimited numbers of doors – new opportunities. We don’t always have control over these happenings, but we can exercise control over our attention and attitude. When one of these things happens and we focus our attention on the loss – the closed door, we see only a closed door with the resultant frustration and unhappiness, but if we could only move our sight and attention away from the closed door, we might be surprised to discover a row of open new doors."

and so for the surprise part was the day before yesterday, i got a call from a company in puchong asking me to attend an interview. i think i had click on some jobstreet posts when i just got the damn bloody bad news... it was a good action after all... caused when i went for the interview, the boss hired me instantly! and gave me an offer letter on the spot too!!! hahaha!! i guess alex boy was right after all... there's plenty of doors!!

now, i get my one month holiday and a better offer tim!!!!

praise God and bless all who supported me all way!! thank you thank you!

thieves!

i hate pen stealers!!! dammit!! i have a colleague here who likes to 'borrow' my pen to use all the time and i have never seen him returning it to me!!! and for all his wisdom can provide him, he only takes all my better pens and left me with those lousy pens which i dont like to use!! stupid irritating pen stealer!!!

the thing i dont understand is that why he dont just request from his company for the pens?? he is so dam selfish to only think of his own convenience but forgot that he has caused me great inconvenience and stress for hating him!

FHL

off now to grab back my last good pen cause when i peeped into his room, i dont see any of the previous ones anymore!

room hunting

i thought…
I’ve had enough! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!
So I decided to move out!!
Since I’ll be working at Damansara Heights starting June.. (come find me for lunch anyone!!)
This will be the best chance for me to move out from my current rented place…
I’m sick of people who strongly believe that their rubbish can disappear into thin air if you leave it long enough…

So I went room hunting…
Looked through the internet.. and I went to have a view of the houses…

The previous day, I saw a room at Menara Duta 2… I really loved the house, the room.. it has super super huge built in cupboard and the whole room is white in colour that you feel it is just so clean..but I think it is quite far from the new office… having to pass by Solaris and Plaza Damas…and when I was leaving that place, I notice that after work hours, the jam was quite bad at the traffic light to Hartamas… furthermore its not convenient for fifi too..

Another room was at Tiara Damansara, which is a beautiful resort like condominium and its not high rise! So density of people staying there is very low… I love that place… but…for a RM500 room which is not inclusive of parking that would cost Rm150 per car per month. I need to sign an agreement to stay for minimum 1 year! Neither me nor fifi can commit to 1 year staying there… so the lady offered us RM600 per month with 2 months notice.. but the issue there is the parking! RM150 per month okay! Itu pun not guaranteed can get… and if we want to save money and park at the road side, we must remove our car daily before 9am to prevent being summoned by police. And what if fifi comes back in the middle of the night, where will she park? And where will she park her car should she decide to go to work later?

So yesterday both of us went to look at the area of Section 17 which both of us thought the location was all right and the price should be affordable… fifi insisted of looking for landed house.. much to my disagreement as she thinks at least she could park her car outside the compound of the house... our room hunt turned out to be NIGHTMARE for both of us…

House 1: okalah…. Empty hall, dark and gloomy but room quite small and location is not good as it is right at the traffic light junction on a slope..

House 2: a messy family house! Father, mother and 3 kids living there and they still want to rent out a room… cannot use kitchen and morning cannot bathe upstairs… how to live if I cannot use the kitchen??

House 3: RUMAH HANTU....we called and called and no one answered. Just as we decided to leave, we saw a lady coming out from the master bed room corridor and so we told her we’re there to view the room.. WTH that lady just ignored us and walked back into the room and closed the door! WTF! Ghostly attitude of future housemate! Are we too bubbly and noisy till we think her reaction was like a ghost? We were so pissed of that we decided to leave... Just then the girl that I’ve spoken with on the phone came down to open the door… we thought we should be courteous so we went to view the room.. the hall was empty.. but clean… as soon as she opened the door of the master bed room, the most horrific sight on earth was just right in front of us!!! It was like an abandoned place just ransacked by thieves! Surprisingly the ghostly girl and 2 others shared the room! That place was filled with cobwebs, wires hanging all over the place and a not-so-spoilt-dirty-old exhaust fan by the window frames. Then we proceeded to view the bathroom!! OMG!! I almost fainted okay! Fifi was speechless! That bathroom looked like a crime scene in an abandoned house!!! DENG!! All I could say was, “wah!! There’s a Jacuzzi here!” wtf!!how lame! and then we left and never intended to return!

House 4: when we passed by the house, immediately both of us decided not to waste our time to view the house at all!! We don’t even dare to step in that scary place.. so we called the girl to tell her that we’re not viewing it anymore. In return she told us that she wanted to let us know before hand that a burglar entered the house just last week!! WTF!!! wtf!!!

House 5: REBAN 'AYAM'...when I told fifi about it, her eyes gleamed! Hopeful! This house is just a walking distance to my office which is located at a posh area. Currently Mrs Singh, a senior citizen stays in the house with her son who is an Engineer, who travels frequently! I mean Mrs Singh’s son means is young Mr. Singh!! Naturally, pictures like these come to OUR minds! And we were so excited about it after the 4 horrific houses…

(this is hrithik roshan)

(this is abhishek bachchan)

(this is shahid kapoor)

When we reached the house… we smiled… the surrounding was good! The house looks alright too! Then a strange looking man came and greeted us in. “Don’t tell me this is the son.” I said to fifi and she replied, “No lah, I think that is the husband.” Our hearts were racing fast…. He looked like this, quite thin and fragile.. looks like he is sick or something…
Later when we found out that he is THE SON, our hearts stopped for a moment while our dreams crashed and breaks into pieces!!! Still, we went and viewed the room. The current tenant was there and she was COOKING IN THE ROOM and enjoying her maggi mee!! The room was so stuffy, corridor was filled with god-knows-what and the most horrible of all is the master bedroom! It was split into two and that whole place looks like a prostitute den to me than a house! HOLY SHIT!! The ‘son’ stressed that the ground floor is reserved for his family use only. It means we cannot use the hall! Cannot use the KITCHEN! Mrs Singh say we cannot bring visitors!! OMG!!! WTF!! then how can baybee visit me?? OMG!! All you get is just the room!! The prostitute den look alike room!!!!!!! And pardon me if I say this, but I think the hall stinks! It has those ‘indian’ smell!! Those smell you get when you go to Indian shops. ( I am not against Indians here okay and its just my preference) How can I live with that smell?? Use 10 bottles of perfume every day also cannot ‘pik’ that smell away!! Gosh!!

As I am typing this, I still can smell the smell…. This is terrible! What is happening to the world now?? Now I believe what we call HOME SWEET HOME!! Then I thought the ‘son’ looked familiar so I googled and I found this! eerie!!!

housemate problems

i'm back from my trip!!!!
wanted to blog about my trip but something irritating welcomed me once i reached home!!

so imma bitch about it to prevent me from becoming a LUNATIC!!!!
and post disgusting pictures to make u all sick sick sick!!!!
hahahhaha!!! i can't be just so selfish to keep all these bad images for myself...
we must learn to ~SHARE~ muahahahha!! *evil laugh!*

before i start to bitch and gossip about other people and condemn people.....
i must ADMIT HERE my own shortfall too!! i hereby do solemly DECLARE that:
1) i do not sweep and mop the floor cause i am allergic to dust and am angry with those who wear their dirty shoes into the house and leave it all over
2) i do not clean the kitchen floor/walls because it is open air and it will get dirty once any big wind/rain strikes
3) i seldom clean the toilet, but i do clean it more frequently these days cause yennee is not here to clean it anymore! *sobs*
4) i do not believe in cleaning after any housemate for the sake of the cleanliness of the house because if I do, they will not notice it, they will not change and I will just be a bloody stupid invisible maid to them
5) i am LAZY...i admit it

BUT... (95% of the time)

1) i do not mess up the place by leaving things everywhere and FORGET about it
2) i throw my own rubbish out when the bin is full/before i go for long leave/weekends..
3) i wash my plates and clean up the direct mess after i cook/eat

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lets enjoy the pretty pictures i have in store for your viewing pleasure... some are too gross that i decided not to put that up.. i dont want to be responsible for any bad damage to my reader's health! wtf eat chips liao , want to throw also dont know how to throw properly!! all over the floor and ants came and had a feast!! FML!! and this basket had been in this condition since 2 weeks ago!! tell me!! FML or not?? btw, this basket belongs to miss K

this is a case of PURE laziness!!it had been in this position since last Friday, i think... before i left. This housemate of mine, ate finish all the chocolate cookies i made and then just leave the container there hoping that it will miraculously disappear into thin air..wtf!! who's gonna get rid of it?? FML FML
this is the state of the rubbish bin in the kitchen! see the BIG ORANGE THING???? oh yeah!! tell me please if that thing can disappear on its own? or it'll just shrink into pea size and fall right into the bin???? WTF!!! and yesterday, when i asked who ate the cake? mr. N answered proudly,"me lah, who else?" i said, "after eating throw the box out lah!" he kept quiet! let's see how it goes..

What's wrong with this??? ok. NO.1 the bread is long overdue! i told miss.S about her bread a few times already and asked her to throw it away... "yeah i know.." "okay" "yeah.. that one cannot eat liao, have to throw away" ~these are the answers i get! and now, a week after, it is still in the SAME POSITION!! WTF!! FML!!! no2. the plate!! can't see it?? i zoom closer...

see the RUST that have formed?? three spot in total!! WTF!! use the plate to cook maggi liao.. then just leave it there to RUST!! *please call an ambulance and send me to tanjung rambutan!!

and for the GRAND FINALE...!! please brace yourselves for the sight that will haunt you for the rest of your day!!!!!... jeng jeng!! no big deal??? ok.. i zoom closer again...
see the little things floating around? FML MAXIMUM! dont ask me! i dont know what the hell is it!!! okay!! my suspision is that this bowl of disgusting floating crap has been there since last weekend!!!!! and when i checked with miss S, she will only be back NEXT MONDAY!!! FML FML FML FML FML!!!! use my bowl, use my utensils!!! and just leave it there!! the answer i got was, "i was rushing ma...." MAHAI LAH!!!!! if this is happening once in a blue moon, i could use my big heart to give some forgiveness!! but this has been going on for all the time i have stayed with miss S and it's a habit which she dont think is WRONG/BAD and have no SINCERE INTENTION to change!!!

FML!!!!!!!! i am living in a place with miss K, mr. N and miss S!!! which sums up to me living with KNS people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhHHHHH!!!!! FML!!

i'm gonna leave on a jetplane and run to a place in hope that it will be better...cause i cannot blame them... not as if they are committing any crime... and it's not my duty to teach or train/dicipline them...no right to do that too!! so the best is to RUN>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

&^%(&^$#&(^%*$#&$^

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE AUDITORS!!!!
THEY ARE REAL PAIN IN THE ASS!!!!!!!!!!
I WISH THEY SUDDENLY BECOME THE SIZE OF AN ANT SO THAT I CAN SQUASH AND STEP ON THEM TILL THEY DIE FLAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAIT!!!!
BEFORE THEY BECOME SMALL, I WISH THEY GET DUMB SO THAT I CAN SLAP THEIR FACES LEFT RIGHT UP DOWN!!! AND PUNCH RICH ONTO THEIR NOSE! AND THE EYES ALSO!!!AND MAKE THEM CRAWL ALL THE WAY TO AND BACK FROM KLANG TO BUY ME BAK KUT TEH!!
FML FML FML FML FML FML FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no shit

FML

At work, I have the whole world asking me something which they ASSUME I would know and the fact is, I know NO SHIT about it! and I would want to know too!

At home, I have a roommate who would conveniently ‘forget’ to inform just because she is TIRED and called the next day to ask for food recommendation.

FML MAXIMUM!!

The only comfort is to know that my life is not that miserable after all compared to The Little Nyonya. Damn! I cried buckets!!! It was heart breaking to watch but at least it made me thank God and appreciate my life more and not complain about itsy bitsy stuff that irritates me. WTF