Saturday, December 25, 2010
Merry Christmas everyone!!!
Chistmas is anytime my favorite season of all!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥
to me, its the happiest season, filled with gifts (read: ♥SHOPPING),
christmas trees and decorations everywhere and...
christmas jingles which are all so cheerful and happy....
ilove it when i hear the bells jingle.....it feels so...calm.. and warm...♥
(dreams: country farm church bells ringing.....)
i hated it when CNY songs pollute the radio stations when Christmas is not even over yet!!!! Dont they know how to respect Christmas??? all the lovely christmas jingles get polluted with money and making more money, and making more more money... ish ish...
it also means that the new year is coming soon and its time to do my new year resolution!!!
OMG! now i need to dig my 2010 resolution out.... see how many i have done (and not done)..
what i have achieved... and reflect on how much have i grown up (or not?? :P)
then i have got to sit down and seriously do my 2011 resolution! (maybe i'll lie down instead..hahah)
one this i know i have not done this year is my photobook!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!! i bought the voucher already and i have not even started doing it!!!!!!
stressed!! but cant help it much! i have no more lappy to do it with (depressed..again :( )
so i guess i'll have to put off this yearly project till i have a proper laptop to work on...
till then its status will be " pre-WIP"... (lazy bum bum)
Friday, December 24, 2010
before & after - p6 FINAL ~~Chrismas Edition~~
may you have a joyful christmas and a wonderful new year!!!!!!
since christmas means sharing and sharing happiness is the best of all; and happiness means laughter... so in this final edition of my 'Before&After' posts... you will see extra pictures and they are all so hilarious! with these pictures, makes us appreciate the 'now' and currrent us so so much!!!! it make life all beautiful again because i feel so much better knowing that i am not at all of the 'before' sizes! thank you God!
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Monday, December 20, 2010
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Monday, November 29, 2010
before &after - p1
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAYBEE!!!!
i know he doesnt read this blog, so no need for me to write long lovey dovey post for him...
but still i am such a lovely girlfriend that will give him the honour to launch the first of many posts for my virtual slimming centre!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! SEE HOW SLIM PINGU IS NAO!!!
WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, November 27, 2010
Missing part of me
At this hour, listening to romantic Korean love drama "full house" theme I can't help to be emotional. Its 3.30 in the morning. We're on our way to melaka to celebrate pingu's birthday. Pingu is busy surfing net with his laptop beside me and i am typing this with his I phone My mind brings me back to many things... I thought of my lappy. Misses it so much. Everytime I see people using their lappy, every time I hear people talk about lappy, I thought of my apple. I still feel the pain. I dont know how long would I take to get over this but I misses lappy a lot. I don't understand why they made the repair of lappy cost so much more than the actual purchase price???!?? I would pay even if it's 1 or 2 k... but not 6 k to apple store for repair. Why must they do it this way? Do they consider the pain and sadness the lappy owners will feel? Because of this, I can safely say I don't think I would buy an apple lappy anymore. My heart for an apple lappy could go up to this far as of now and it has all been given to my lappy. It was so heartbreaking that I felt like a sudden emptiness in my life, that gap of emptiness suddenly revealed itself. And as time goes by, it grew bigger, uncontrollable. And oh btw, I lost my pendrive too! Seriously FML cause all my gadget techno stuff Seems to run away from me.. Or it was me actually who dropped them off unintentionally.. No idea but to me, I hated the feeling of uhmmm..... Negligence? That I am a lousy owner! |
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
before & after - intro
all posts will have the subject header of 'before&after'
Disclaimer: even though the persons are real but the facts revealed are all fiction and my own creation for entertainment purposes only. I hope the people involved will look at it with a light heart and enjoy the laughter... should you feel offended or depressed, please do let me know. i will remove it as soon as i can. TQVM
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welcome to my newly launched slimming centre ..."before&after"
the success rates are super high and most of my 'clients' have remarkable results like this one below
i'll show the rest of my 'clients' in the next following post...
and of course, the prettier and handsomer my 'clients' are, the more of their pictures you can see!
see you in the next post!!
This is why
I couldn't let myself be seen around a petrol station looking like an aunty with rollers! I was trying it out for fun anyway, and just for record, it didn't work out as I dropped some of it as I slept on the journey back.
But I looked equally as bad though with the scarf on! Still it was ok as I was in tganu and it's the 'in' or common look there.. Haha
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Virgin kaya
Colour wise it was ok as it's pandan flavored ma.. Taste was surprisingly good too!!! The drawback was the texture! FML it looks exactly like rat glue!!! Everyone that saw this bowl of kaya asked "why is there rAt glue in an eating bowl?" and they'll go "oppps!" with a sorry face when I said that's the kaya I cooked! Hahahaha. Reason was it was overcooked. So please take note of this when you try to attempt to make some!
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Period. That is the end. Period. RIP
6th November was the date. It's the date of the death of my lappie, my apple. I left it there to 'dry' up with hopes to be able to turn it on few days later. On the 8th, I decided to push the button as I'll be going to tganu the next day. As I pushed the button, I was expecting it to boot on as usual. NOTHING HAPPENED. I pushedband pushed. Still it was just like that. Sleeping, I thought. Ignoring menon purpose, I thought. Maybe lappie was angry with me. I know it was my fault. And so I had to send it back to the shop to service, hoping that they won't find out he truth and just change the switch or something. I tried to tell myself that by sending it to the specialist there will be hope. I tried shopping to clear my mind. I guess it didn't work as well as I expected. But still there was hope Until yesterday when I got the dreadful call. They confirmed the death of lappie. That I would need 6,000 to revive it. My mind went blank. I was told that I might be able to get replacement done outside, but then after checking, it was not possible. When finally I knew that was impossible to get lappie back again at a humanly cost, i broke down. I couldn't stand it anymore. I had no choice but to accept the fact that lappie will not turn on again. I thought of it and I decided not to get any replacement yet. At least until I finish paying the installment. I need time to heal my broken heart. It was really painful. It is so hard to face the fact that lappie wasn't here for me anymore. I have no confidence that I would be able to withstand the possibility of another blow. Now I shall take it as a punishment for me. And I will banish the right of that bloody cup to be a cup. Not going just to break it. Gonna make it suffer and accompany my lappie and be a tomb stone. That is the price to pay for taking to life of my lappie. My lappie. RIP |
Monday, November 8, 2010
lappie in ICU
i see wings everywhere....
i miss my lappie!!!!! *come back quick!!
it'll be two weeks separation... and i hate it
i miss you lappie!!!!!!!!!!! come back to me FAST!!
and be healthy ok!! *everyone will pray for you (and me)
shopping doesn't make me feel better
but my friend, clare said, perhaps i didnt shop enough??
hmm... i think so too..
i'm going shopping tomorrow with pingu!!!!
yeah!!! pingu will be here!!!
and take me away.. to a far far away land...
Monday, October 25, 2010
good and bad
If you thought I might be kidnapped due to my absense in updating here,
thank you for your concern. I am alive and well. Very limited access to internet here.
I am just a little not too well due to the bloody cold and cough..
been here since last wednesday and has been sick till today...
still coughing my lungs out!!! FML
if there is any miracle medicine for curing cough, I would like to try!
Living here now is super free and easy
no worries, no problems, no stress, no pollution, no nothing...
basically so carefree and oh yah... no money problems too!
No outlet to spend my money so no money problems lah! Ahahhahaha
Though my debts are still in existance no matter how hard I try to leave the sad past behind me!
now I have plenty of time to think about what I want in life..
errm.... its like what I would like to do in life a.k.a. for a living as money don't fall from the sky
“cheh!” is probably the response I would get from many, but to me this is a serious dilema
I cant be living off my life incomeless and stress free!wtf
I can take the 'stress free' part willingly, but the 'incomeless' part...
(*waching with hands tied matching bra sets flying away! FML!!that is ultimate misery)
for God's sake, why do they have such words of misery??
personally, I think i work better in a stressful conditions
it will also indirectly act as a 'size' control agent for me i.e. stress makes me thin WTF
hahahhahahhahaaaa.....
sometimes, I dream of going back to work in 'my' office..
Note: how I used 'my'... I am actually referring to my first love (*emo)
when I used to be working at office, I used to envy those who lived a carefree life
work without going to office, can dress fancily as and when they wished...
now, that I am so free, not working, I dont see me dressing up at all!! FML!!
I dont want to not be able to dress up! I love dressing up!!
although I admit that I am pretty lazy sometimes, (ok. Most of the times)
but I need a place to show off my new clothes, new accessories, new style...
SHOW OFF! That is what I like to do! HAHHAHAHHAHAAHHAA
eg. now that I have a new silk baju kurung.... I crave the satisfaction I get when people honestly praise me when I wear it! Omg! I think I am an attention seeker! Hahahhahahaa
btw, I like it best when people envy my small collection of earrings... ahem! *blushes
living the carefree style is also what I liked, wanted and wished for every day!!
The best part is not having to get up early for work!
I can get up anytime I want!!! super love this okay!!!
alarm clock is a thing in the past! HAHAHA no more sad and dreadful mornings!
I can kiss fireboy as long as I want and fall asleep again on his fat belly!! *hugs baby pooh!
I can go anywhere I want, anytime I like and as long as I wished!!
I secretly enjoy the feeling when I see people having to go to office dreadfully! *evil
there are pro and cons for everything.....
working in office means fixed working times.
Fixed working times means you are supposed to work at the fixed time and you dont need to work at all during your free time a.k.a weekends and holidays
fixed working times also means that you cannot go anywhere anytime you want i.e. your physical body is stationed in the office
working in office means fixed income.
Fixed income means you can budget your spending and you are assured of a fixed amount of positive balance in your bank account every end of the month.
Fixed income also means that your bank balance can never go higher unless you sit on your boss lap and get an increment every month i.e. if you're stuck with debts, you're gonna be stucked with it for a long long time unless you can live a life eating maggi every meal!
Working on your own means there is no one to control you
no control means you can do anything you like at anytime you want only having to answer to yourself. Start work at any time and wear anything you like which is suitable TO YOU.
No control also means that you tend to be lazy and only do the minimum required. There wont be any guideline to follow or to fall back.
Working on your own means fluctuating income
fluctuating income means that you have to chance to make it big. Your income can be so high that people's nose will bleed if they know the exact figure or it can be so low that beggers can laugh at you and slap your head! It all depends on how you manage your finances. Its like a gamble, only that this gamble allows you to up your chances of winning by proper financial management.
Fluctuating income also means that not only the beggers will laugh at you but you would need lots of courange and determination to stand strong should you fall down. And that means a hell lot of stength!
So now, what should I choose?
Risk and gamble when I am still young or play safe all life?
Friday, October 15, 2010
lost your TnG card???
Friday, October 8, 2010
what's your score?
6 Signs You're in the Wrong Career
By Chris Kyle
If these warning signs are flaring up, it may be time to reevaluate your career.
Your career is like a relationship..see..told u about my first love before kan?
Things can go from good to bad - and back to good again - in a flash.
In most cases, tough times at work are just temporary and quickly cure themselves. But when career pain becomes chronic, then it's time to consider making a change...me now in chronic stage tau!
Lets check out how many of these 6 signs that i hit.
i believe if you hit any ONE (or maybe TWO cause sign#1 is so 'fai' that i believe 100% people will mark it lor!! ), its TIME TO MOVE ON!
Sign #1 - You want to make more money. -CHECK (who dun want??)
Sign #2 - You are bored with your job.-CHECK! CHECK! CHECK!
Sign #3 - You are getting passed over for promotion.
-NOBODY TO PASS OVER... SO NOT COUNTED
Sign #4 - You are afraid of getting laid off.
-COMPANY NO PROBLEM YET, WHY WORRY?
BEFORE IT CAN GO INTO PROBLEM, I WOULD HAVE CHAO'ED LIAO
Sign #5 - You search job postings while at work.-CHECK
Sign #6 - You dread waking up in the morning.-CHECK! CHECK! CHECK!!!
minus the one not counted means 4 out of 5?!?!?!?!??
SOME MORE GOT TWO IS TRIPPLE CHECKED ! ! !
wtf! omg! there are such signs actually..
HAHAHAHHAAAA
all the while i thought i was making up stories about such signs...
which i thought of myself... manatau memang got such signs one
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i am HAPPY to announce that...i can breathe and sleep well finally
sorry for the previous two titleless updates...
well, i was 'gan cheong' ma.. 24 hour notice wor
xoxo
my feet too
my heart thumping so hard like
a whole lion dance troop is in there
my friend lent me her guts
and wishes me luck
now i am going in to face it
i have been waiting for this time to come
and it is right here now
down a gulp of water
and here i go!!!!
ganbate
Thursday, October 7, 2010
marriage made in heaven
the love of a husband and the devotion of a wife
the everlasting union of two individuals
such a wonderful couple
i would make a wish.... that everyone i know...(and myself too!)
will have a marriage made in heaven....
and live happily ever after....
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from straittimes.com
IN a moving eulogy to his wife of 63 years, which brought tears to those attending the private funeral service of the late Madam Kwa Geok Choo at Mandai Crematorium on Wednesday afternoon, Minister Mentor Lee Kuan Yew fondly recalled her devotion to him, the simple pleasures they enjoyed in the evening and how the matriarch of the family brought up her three children and doted on her grandchildren.
Even as he grieved over her passing - which 'cannot be expressed in words' - MM celebrated her life in his 'last farewell to my wife', remembering the wonderful moments of their family life together and the life-long values she had taught their children. He shared personal anedotes with the gathering of close friends and relatives, Cabinet ministers, MPs, grassroots and community leaders who came to say their last goodbye to Madam Kwa, acknowledged by many as the 'mother of the country'.
Minister Mentor began his eulogy, recounting how he met Madam Kwa, who became his constant companion since they both studied in Cambridge University in 1947.
Mr Lee spoke of how Choo, as he called his wife, influenced his writing style, brought up their children to be 'well-behaved, polite, considerate and never to throw their weight as the prime minister's children', and the evening walks with her in the Istana grounds where their official residence was.
'We would walk around the Istana gardens in the evening, and I hit golf balls to relax,' recalled MM Lee. 'Later, when we had grandchildren, we would take them to feed the fish and the swans in the Istana ponds. Then we would swim.'
On her contributions to the nation, MM Lee said Madam Kwa helped him draft the Constitution of the People's Action Party, and also an undertaking in the Federation of Malaysia Constitution to guarantee the two water agreements between the PUB and the Johor state government.
'She was precise and meticulous in her choice of words,' said MM Lee.
The last two years of her life were the most difficult after Mrs Lee was bedridden following several successive strokes. It was also the hardest for MM Lee.
'She could not speak but she was still cognisant,' said MM Lee. 'Every night she would wait for me to sit by her to tell her of my day's activities and to read her favourite poems. Then she would sleep. '
In his parting words, MM Lee said: 'I have precious memories of our 63 years together. Without her, I would be a different man, with a different life.
'She devoted herself to me and our children. She was always there when I needed her. She has lived a life full of warmth and meaning.
'I should find solace at her 89 years of life well lived. But at this moment of the final parting, my heart is heavy with sorrow and grief.'
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Reena's wedding
end up one of it was a misunderstanding on my part... people kahwin next year february, but i dunno what happen to me that i thought it was sept 4th?! WTF!
ok... so the first wedding was my aunty reena's.
errm.. its just the morning ceremony and night buffet part.
the wedding dinner will only be held next year during CNY time....
the pictures are all in facebook , and no use for me to repeat here again...
so let me just show you the other pictures that is not available in facebook then..
family picture...
fooling around while decorating the bridal car...
heng dai car... u see the ribbons? people one car have one on each door...
these boys, one car have 8-9 flowers.. simply put everywhere till wiper also dun let go
bro sis duel!
bro bully baby sister
daddy sayang back baby sister... awwwww
ji mui fighting for flowers
act touristy on a hot sunny day with coat on *siao *sweats
the umbrella boy
the big boys.. *tears..now all so big boy already... last time adam always sit on my shoulder
my uncle is so cute~~ lol
i think i really have funny uncles. HAHAHHA... rofllastly... my favorite picture of the bride...
CONGRATULATIONS and may you live happily ever after...
Sunday, October 3, 2010
saya...
bugger. what kind of owner is that???????????
is SHoni a girl??? or is she human at all? does she have that thing called 'brain'???
haiz.... I AM SO SORRY MY DEAR FACE...
i know i say a milliton trillion times sorry also cannot 'bou siong' the mistake i did
but i will proof it with my actions!!!!!!!
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what is all this nonsense u might say..... but the following pictures will explain it all...
please beware of horrible pictures ahead!
look at the terrible condition!!! so many those small small white minyak mini pimple come out...
everyday!!! resurfing the next day even after i remove it! those big ones also so terrible!!! popping out everywhere! FML!
my forehead! FML! those red bumps are not supposed to be there ok! and now they are sticking their bloody red head everywhere till i see them also i wanna peel them off!!!
i suffered in silence (u believe?) for the past 2 -3 weeks till i really beh tahan liao!....
then i started to use my brain to think.... think think think......
at first i thought maybe my hormon change again.... and i get some youth acne problem or some shit due to oily and disgusting skin....
so i changed toner... cause i thought my hada labo is too moisturising for acne prone skin...
then i bought some tea tree scrub as well.... scrub scrub scrub....
after scrubbing at night, usually my skin will look like it's on a recovering trend....
but after work, it turns back to the old shitty self! FML
that made me think more... squeeze my brain juice out... and i found the problem!
my sunblock has expired ONE year ago!!!!! why i am such an IDIOT???
one whole bloody year and i am so kiam to ignore the fact and refuse to change and still insist it wont cause me any problem!!! *slaps self repeatedly to wake up
so immediately, i went online, searched for forums, and found something affordable for me to buy.... so that i can throw that bloody expired sunblock away!
bought this Biore UV milk...with confidence that my skin will improve after using it. frankly, i begin to love the texture after using it a few days... it wont give u those sticky and oily feeling....
and i am also truly since to 'bou siong' to my skin by eating kiwi everyday....
have some vitC everyday to nourish my skin back...
i am sorry for doing such stupid things... i promise this will never happen again
I SWEAR
Saturday, October 2, 2010
definition and length
i like the effect very much.. that my eyes looked so big and pretty...
(close one eye to my dark circles lah if u see any) HAHAHAHHAA
see my eyes SOOOO big oh... my lashes SO loooong....
everyone who knows me knows that i have super duper short lashes!!!
till the extent that make up artist will ask whether i cut my lashes or not!!!! FML
wahhhhh... see the eyes... so dramatic... the bulu mata is like OH SO LONG...
i might sound weird for being so excited.. but its just tat i dont get to see my eyes ... no.. my lashes like that often...
din make up for the eyes... din put shadow or mascara also my eyes look so nice...
what if i did?? conform cantik giler.....
see.. the side profile... so mesmerising......
where's my pingu??? wanna electrocute him! HAHAHAHHA
sure will work wan!! *wink *wink
side track~~~my pingu....
ah... that sounds so nice.. oklah.. now decide to call baybee 'my pingu' instead of the boring ping2!
so how? my eyes big or not????? and since i am so pretty here... i am convinced that the eyelashes made the difference! (picture not edited punya tau)
since i am so convinced that the eye lashes made my eyes like so drama....
i decided to go and bid for some eyelashes... and i saw this!!! DOlly Wink lashes!!
the one that Cheesie frm cheeserland recommend and says that it is so good!
WON that and found out that it is like so KUA CHEONG long and bushy and natural that...
it feels NOT natural for me to put it on without KUA CHEONG make up!
because of DOLLY i am determined that i will join a make up course to learn how to doll my face up kao kao so that i can put on dramatic KUA CHEONG make up to match my dolly lashes!!!!
wait for my good news dolly!!~!~!~!!!!
people say that when you shop, you can't stop! true....
so i saw this other lashes on bid too.. so i bidded for it and won it for RM3
well, i need to practice with other lashes first before i can put on dolly lashes ma...
teacher said, "practice makes perfect"!! hahahhaha
never could i imagined that when i tried this on, I LOVED IT TO THE MAX instantly!!
this is so so suitable for me, my super short lashes and it looked so natural without eye make up!!! it is so going to be MY STAPLE from now on!! the next week, i bidded again for no.2 and i won it again for RM2 ONLY!!!!! hahahahha i guess no one knows how good is this yet. BOO!
I ♥ SHOPPING!!!!!!
Thursday, September 30, 2010
beach activity
had to wake up super early at 6.30am some more!!! how sacrificing!! everyone knows that i cannot wake up early wan!! but for this i dragged my ass up and comforted myself with not one but TWO McD's chicken sausage breakfast!!!! *my true love!!!!
so there we were... on the beach... early in the morning
(forgot to take pic so stole the next two from google)
behind there as you can see is the magnificent Golden Palm Tree Resort...5 star
but if you're going to ask me, i'd say there's nothing special there so better go PD
hahahahahahhahaa.... here's the bird's eye view btw for your reference if you by any chance dont know how a palm tree look like. WTF
below are our tools for the day! any guess what we did there????
no no no... we did not go for swimming...not anything that is linked to worldly enjoyment!
HAH! i knew it! no one will believe me if i have no proof!!!
we were there to do a BEACH CLEAN UP!!
it was a spiritual enjoyment for us! wtf to come in tune with nature and do good things!
not that i'm saying that i was expecting good returns... but for a minimal fee of RM10,
we get a tshirt, body shop goodies bag, lunch and a chance to DO SOMETHING GOOD!!!
that is my hand holding the pencil pretending to write on our rubbish collected scorecard as i was the sexytary of the day! hmmmm...
and the other hand belongs to a local bangla called lee.. who is in charge of rubbish bag and smelly gloves! HAHAHHAHAHAH
btw, it was supposed to be yennee's surprise for lee's birthday if it was not for me, the loud-mouth to bocor the secret on our way there as i was gossiping
hahahhahhaha.. the tshirt they gave was like so small..
this is Raymond wearing XL same like me!! he looks like some gay gym instructor kan??
me and yennee posing after we put on the tshirt
bro sister team... we're a team cause we both had sunglasses on, and wear the same tshirt size and both look stunning! HAHAHAHAHHAH *shameless
lazing around while waiting for the others to arrive...
we were ON TIME but end up feeling like we were there earlier by 1.5 hours!
Malaysian time as usual.. we tried to change, but the environment was not supportive enough!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA next time no more being ON TIME!
proof that i was there with the backdrop
after collecting 15 kilos of rubbish....
(12kg of dead jelly fish and 3 kg of rubbish!!! *fails)
we proceeded to the Golden Palm Tree Resort banquet hall 1 for our BUFFET lunch!!!
initially we thought they will only give us a packet of nasi ayam each!!
at our table waiting to have our lunch
NAH! proof to u in case u cannot see clearly...
SEE!!!!
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