saya...

i remember the times we were still in primary school where teacher used to ask us write essays with titles like :

~saya sebatang pen

~I am a pair of shoe

~saya se'whatever' "something"

if I had to write now for the title.....Saya muka Shoni...

i would throw away all my dignity...

kneel on the floor.. and beg to change topic...

i would kiss my teacher's foot it it is all it takes for her to agree

all because i cannot bear to just write a sorrowful life story of my own face..

"once upon a time, a face was born to Shoni.. and when the face knew it belonged to Shoni... it went straight to beg God to change its 'owner' WTF! God said "sorry dear, can't help you. Its your destiny. Face it." The End."

bugger. what kind of owner is that???????????
is SHoni a girl??? or is she human at all? does she have that thing called 'brain'???

haiz.... I AM SO SORRY MY DEAR FACE...
i know i say a milliton trillion times sorry also cannot 'bou siong' the mistake i did
but i will proof it with my actions!!!!!!!

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what is all this nonsense u might say..... but the following pictures will explain it all...
please beware of horrible pictures ahead!

look at the terrible condition!!! so many those small small white minyak mini pimple come out...
everyday!!! resurfing the next day even after i remove it! those big ones also so terrible!!! popping out everywhere! FML!

my forehead! FML! those red bumps are not supposed to be there ok! and now they are sticking their bloody red head everywhere till i see them also i wanna peel them off!!!

i suffered in silence (u believe?) for the past 2 -3 weeks till i really beh tahan liao!....
then i started to use my brain to think.... think think think......
at first i thought maybe my hormon change again.... and i get some youth acne problem or some shit due to oily and disgusting skin....

so i changed toner... cause i thought my hada labo is too moisturising for acne prone skin...
then i bought some tea tree scrub as well.... scrub scrub scrub....
after scrubbing at night, usually my skin will look like it's on a recovering trend....
but after work, it turns back to the old shitty self! FML
that made me think more... squeeze my brain juice out... and i found the problem!
my sunblock has expired ONE year ago!!!!! why i am such an IDIOT???
one whole bloody year and i am so kiam to ignore the fact and refuse to change and still insist it wont cause me any problem!!! *slaps self repeatedly to wake up

so immediately, i went online, searched for forums, and found something affordable for me to buy.... so that i can throw that bloody expired sunblock away!
bought this Biore UV milk...with confidence that my skin will improve after using it. frankly, i begin to love the texture after using it a few days... it wont give u those sticky and oily feeling....
and i am also truly since to 'bou siong' to my skin by eating kiwi everyday....
have some vitC everyday to nourish my skin back...

i am sorry for doing such stupid things... i promise this will never happen again
I SWEAR