Period. That is the end. Period. RIP

6th November was the date. It's the date of the death of my lappie, my apple. I left it there to 'dry' up with hopes to be able to turn it on few days later. On the 8th, I decided to push the button as I'll be going to tganu the next day. As I pushed the button, I was expecting it to boot on as usual. NOTHING HAPPENED. I pushedband pushed. Still it was just like that. Sleeping, I thought. Ignoring menon purpose, I thought. Maybe lappie was angry with me. I know it was my fault. And so I had to send it back to the shop to service, hoping that they won't find out he truth and just change the switch or something. I tried to tell myself that by sending it to the specialist there will be hope. I tried shopping to clear my mind. I guess it didn't work as well as I expected. But still there was hope Until yesterday when I got the dreadful call. They confirmed the death of lappie. That I would need 6,000 to revive it. My mind went blank. I was told that I might be able to get replacement done outside, but then after checking, it was not possible. When finally I knew that was impossible to get lappie back again at a humanly cost, i broke down. I couldn't stand it anymore. I had no choice but to accept the fact that lappie will not turn on again. I thought of it and I decided not to get any replacement yet. At least until I finish paying the installment. I need time to heal my broken heart. It was really painful. It is so hard to face the fact that lappie wasn't here for me anymore. I have no confidence that I would be able to withstand the possibility of another blow. Now I shall take it as a punishment for me. And I will banish the right of that bloody cup to be a cup. Not going just to break it. Gonna make it suffer and accompany my lappie and be a tomb stone. That is the price to pay for taking to life of my lappie. My lappie. RIP