This is why

I had rollers all over my head!

I couldn't let myself be seen around a petrol station looking like an aunty with rollers! I was trying it out for fun anyway, and just for record, it didn't work out as I dropped some of it as I slept on the journey back.

But I looked equally as bad though with the scarf on! Still it was ok as I was in tganu and it's the 'in' or common look there.. Haha

Try guessing why I look like this?

Virgin kaya

This is the result of my first attempt in cooking home made kaya. Got the recipe from Raymond which had cooked numerous successful 'kaya's.

Colour wise it was ok as it's pandan flavored ma.. Taste was surprisingly good too!!! The drawback was the texture! FML it looks exactly like rat glue!!! Everyone that saw this bowl of kaya asked "why is there rAt glue in an eating bowl?" and they'll go "oppps!" with a sorry face when I said that's the kaya I cooked! Hahahaha. Reason was it was overcooked. So please take note of this when you try to attempt to make some!

Period. That is the end. Period. RIP

6th November was the date. It's the date of the death of my lappie, my apple. I left it there to 'dry' up with hopes to be able to turn it on few days later. On the 8th, I decided to push the button as I'll be going to tganu the next day. As I pushed the button, I was expecting it to boot on as usual. NOTHING HAPPENED. I pushedband pushed. Still it was just like that. Sleeping, I thought. Ignoring menon purpose, I thought. Maybe lappie was angry with me. I know it was my fault. And so I had to send it back to the shop to service, hoping that they won't find out he truth and just change the switch or something. I tried to tell myself that by sending it to the specialist there will be hope. I tried shopping to clear my mind. I guess it didn't work as well as I expected. But still there was hope Until yesterday when I got the dreadful call. They confirmed the death of lappie. That I would need 6,000 to revive it. My mind went blank. I was told that I might be able to get replacement done outside, but then after checking, it was not possible. When finally I knew that was impossible to get lappie back again at a humanly cost, i broke down. I couldn't stand it anymore. I had no choice but to accept the fact that lappie will not turn on again. I thought of it and I decided not to get any replacement yet. At least until I finish paying the installment. I need time to heal my broken heart. It was really painful. It is so hard to face the fact that lappie wasn't here for me anymore. I have no confidence that I would be able to withstand the possibility of another blow. Now I shall take it as a punishment for me. And I will banish the right of that bloody cup to be a cup. Not going just to break it. Gonna make it suffer and accompany my lappie and be a tomb stone. That is the price to pay for taking to life of my lappie. My lappie. RIP

lappie in ICU

my heart broke...
i see wings everywhere....
i miss my lappie!!!!! *come back quick!!
it'll be two weeks separation... and i hate it
i miss you lappie!!!!!!!!!!! come back to me FAST!!
and be healthy ok!! *everyone will pray for you (and me)

shopping doesn't make me feel better
but my friend, clare said, perhaps i didnt shop enough??
hmm... i think so too..
i'm going shopping tomorrow with pingu!!!!

yeah!!! pingu will be here!!!
and take me away.. to a far far away land...