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It's Monday and i've got Monday Blues~~~~

so must post something to cheer me up first

Ok.. I am going to say it here again…

I can't wait for our girl's retreat before we hit the big 3-0..

Did I mention where we're heading? I guess not but I'm going to keep it as a surprise!

We need to prepare our clothes well for this trip… for maximum attention

because it involves bright sparkly nights and lots and lots of sunshine! =)

so I've got a sexy dress for the night and another sexy dress for casual daytime outing!

The rest of the time will be shorts, spaghetti straps, bikinis, and flip-flops

Summer came early this year and all I can say is we're heading north!! Woot! Woot!

I am so excited and I really can't wait for the time to come!!!

It's an experience of a lifetime too!

I am always overly excited for any of my vacation trips

but in a separate note, deep down I am my heart broken as of now…

My dream trip that I was dreaming and saving up for 2 years

has been swept away by tsunami and eaten alive by the horrible cracks of earthquake

and poisoned to death by radiation! FML!

My heart shattered and my hopes were dashed!

And though I so naively thought I could just plan for another trip as replacement,

it proves too hard for me as I am still badly affected by depression. Haiz…..