Monday, October 25, 2010

good and bad

Posted by shonitay at 10/25/2010 09:01:00 PM 0 comments
Hello! This is me, reporting from Kuala Terengganu.
If you thought I might be kidnapped due to my absense in updating here,
thank you for your concern. I am alive and well. Very limited access to internet here.
I am just a little not too well due to the bloody cold and cough..
been here since last wednesday and has been sick till today...
still coughing my lungs out!!! FML
if there is any miracle medicine for curing cough, I would like to try!

Living here now is super free and easy
no worries, no problems, no stress, no pollution, no nothing...
basically so carefree and oh yah... no money problems too!
No outlet to spend my money so no money problems lah! Ahahhahaha
Though my debts are still in existance no matter how hard I try to leave the sad past behind me!

now I have plenty of time to think about what I want in life..
errm.... its like what I would like to do in life a.k.a. for a living as money don't fall from the sky
“cheh!” is probably the response I would get from many, but to me this is a serious dilema
I cant be living off my life incomeless and stress free!wtf
I can take the 'stress free' part willingly, but the 'incomeless' part...
(*waching with hands tied matching bra sets flying away! FML!!that is ultimate misery)
for God's sake, why do they have such words of misery??

personally, I think i work better in a stressful conditions
it will also indirectly act as a 'size' control agent for me i.e. stress makes me thin WTF
hahahhahahhahaaaa.....

sometimes, I dream of going back to work in 'my' office..
Note: how I used 'my'... I am actually referring to my first love (*emo)
when I used to be working at office, I used to envy those who lived a carefree life
work without going to office, can dress fancily as and when they wished...
now, that I am so free, not working, I dont see me dressing up at all!! FML!!
I dont want to not be able to dress up! I love dressing up!!
although I admit that I am pretty lazy sometimes, (ok. Most of the times)
but I need a place to show off my new clothes, new accessories, new style...
SHOW OFF! That is what I like to do! HAHHAHAHHAHAAHHAA
eg. now that I have a new silk baju kurung.... I crave the satisfaction I get when people honestly praise me when I wear it! Omg! I think I am an attention seeker! Hahahhahahaa
btw, I like it best when people envy my small collection of earrings... ahem! *blushes

living the carefree style is also what I liked, wanted and wished for every day!!
The best part is not having to get up early for work!
I can get up anytime I want!!! super love this okay!!!
alarm clock is a thing in the past! HAHAHA no more sad and dreadful mornings!
I can kiss fireboy as long as I want and fall asleep again on his fat belly!! *hugs baby pooh!
I can go anywhere I want, anytime I like and as long as I wished!!
I secretly enjoy the feeling when I see people having to go to office dreadfully! *evil

there are pro and cons for everything.....
working in office means fixed working times.
Fixed working times means you are supposed to work at the fixed time and you dont need to work at all during your free time a.k.a weekends and holidays
fixed working times also means that you cannot go anywhere anytime you want i.e. your physical body is stationed in the office

working in office means fixed income.
Fixed income means you can budget your spending and you are assured of a fixed amount of positive balance in your bank account every end of the month.
Fixed income also means that your bank balance can never go higher unless you sit on your boss lap and get an increment every month i.e. if you're stuck with debts, you're gonna be stucked with it for a long long time unless you can live a life eating maggi every meal!

Working on your own means there is no one to control you
no control means you can do anything you like at anytime you want only having to answer to yourself. Start work at any time and wear anything you like which is suitable TO YOU.
No control also means that you tend to be lazy and only do the minimum required. There wont be any guideline to follow or to fall back.

Working on your own means fluctuating income
fluctuating income means that you have to chance to make it big. Your income can be so high that people's nose will bleed if they know the exact figure or it can be so low that beggers can laugh at you and slap your head! It all depends on how you manage your finances. Its like a gamble, only that this gamble allows you to up your chances of winning by proper financial management.
Fluctuating income also means that not only the beggers will laugh at you but you would need lots of courange and determination to stand strong should you fall down. And that means a hell lot of stength!

So now, what should I choose?
Risk and gamble when I am still young or play safe all life?

Friday, October 15, 2010

lost your TnG card???

Posted by shonitay at 10/15/2010 07:47:00 PM 0 comments
if you ever had to endure the heart pain and the suffering of being separated
with your Touch and Go card (like me when my yeng chai got raped)
without any possibilities of having it back, fret not!
i'm your guardian angel! hahahahhahahaha..
i have this very crucial information that many people don't know
(including me!)
i will help you get your money back (minus RM10 for processing fee)!!!!
to me i think the card will not have much of any sentimental value, but to me,
i have great connection with the amount of RMs loaded into it!wtf

here's the life saving action you can do to ensure your money love will always not be forcefully taken away from you:

ONLY 1. always keep the receipt when you reload your card!
this is for those who always change cards or
will be lazy to look for one miserable receipt when you need it....
it will always happen that you will not be able to find it when the time you need it the most!
why?? because you will be able to get your life saving information from it!
the serial number of your card!!!

armed with that, you can contact touchngo careline
talk to their friendly customer service, tell them your sappy stories, cry, complain etc..
email them your details...name, address, contact.. CARD SERIAL NUMBER..
and they will refund to you the balance remaining in the card,
block and cancel the old one.. (preventing any future jackass trying to use your card)
and send you a cheque (minus RM10 processing fee)
within a month!!!! isn't that a great?
I LOVE TOUCH AND GO!
now that i have proclaimed my love for you,
can you give me a free TAG?

Friday, October 8, 2010

what's your score?

Posted by shonitay at 10/08/2010 06:00:00 PM 0 comments
i should share an article on yahoo! with you guys.... basically i copy - paste - comment here.

6 Signs You're in the Wrong Career
By Chris Kyle

If these warning signs are flaring up, it may be time to reevaluate your career.

Your career is like a relationship..see..told u about my first love before kan?

Things can go from good to bad - and back to good again - in a flash.

In most cases, tough times at work are just temporary and quickly cure themselves. But when career pain becomes chronic, then it's time to consider making a change...me now in chronic stage tau!

Lets check out how many of these 6 signs that i hit.
i believe if you hit any ONE (or maybe TWO cause sign#1 is so 'fai' that i believe 100% people will mark it lor!! ), its TIME TO MOVE ON!

Sign #1 - You want to make more money. -CHECK (who dun want??)
Sign #2 - You are bored with your job.-CHECK! CHECK! CHECK!
Sign #3 - You are getting passed over for promotion.
-NOBODY TO PASS OVER... SO NOT COUNTED
Sign #4 - You are afraid of getting laid off.
-COMPANY NO PROBLEM YET, WHY WORRY?
BEFORE IT CAN GO INTO PROBLEM, I WOULD HAVE CHAO'ED LIAO
Sign #5 - You search job postings while at work.-CHECK
Sign #6 - You dread waking up in the morning.-CHECK! CHECK! CHECK!!!

minus the one not counted means 4 out of 5?!?!?!?!??
SOME MORE GOT TWO IS TRIPPLE CHECKED ! ! !

wtf! omg! there are such signs actually..
HAHAHAHHAAAA
all the while i thought i was making up stories about such signs...
which i thought of myself... manatau memang got such signs one

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ok. i give in. as of now, i am officially UNEMPLOYED...again..
i am HAPPY to announce that...i can breathe and sleep well finally
sorry for the previous two titleless updates...
well, i was 'gan cheong' ma.. 24 hour notice wor


xoxo

Posted by shonitay at 10/08/2010 11:53:00 AM 0 comments
its now done and over with!
i feel relieved and FREE!!!
wooots wooots!!!
Posted by shonitay at 10/08/2010 11:30:00 AM 0 comments
my hands are cold
my feet too
my heart thumping so hard like
a whole lion dance troop is in there

my friend lent me her guts
and wishes me luck
now i am going in to face it

i have been waiting for this time to come
and it is right here now
down a gulp of water
and here i go!!!!

ganbate

Thursday, October 7, 2010

marriage made in heaven

Posted by shonitay at 10/07/2010 04:27:00 PM 0 comments
as i watch the video clip... it brought me to tears
the love of a husband and the devotion of a wife
the everlasting union of two individuals
such a wonderful couple

i would make a wish.... that everyone i know...(and myself too!)
will have a marriage made in heaven....
and live happily ever after....

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from straittimes.com


IN a moving eulogy to his wife of 63 years, which brought tears to those attending the private funeral service of the late Madam Kwa Geok Choo at Mandai Crematorium on Wednesday afternoon, Minister Mentor Lee Kuan Yew fondly recalled her devotion to him, the simple pleasures they enjoyed in the evening and how the matriarch of the family brought up her three children and doted on her grandchildren.

Even as he grieved over her passing - which 'cannot be expressed in words' - MM celebrated her life in his 'last farewell to my wife', remembering the wonderful moments of their family life together and the life-long values she had taught their children. He shared personal anedotes with the gathering of close friends and relatives, Cabinet ministers, MPs, grassroots and community leaders who came to say their last goodbye to Madam Kwa, acknowledged by many as the 'mother of the country'.

Minister Mentor began his eulogy, recounting how he met Madam Kwa, who became his constant companion since they both studied in Cambridge University in 1947.

Mr Lee spoke of how Choo, as he called his wife, influenced his writing style, brought up their children to be 'well-behaved, polite, considerate and never to throw their weight as the prime minister's children', and the evening walks with her in the Istana grounds where their official residence was.

'We would walk around the Istana gardens in the evening, and I hit golf balls to relax,' recalled MM Lee. 'Later, when we had grandchildren, we would take them to feed the fish and the swans in the Istana ponds. Then we would swim.'

On her contributions to the nation, MM Lee said Madam Kwa helped him draft the Constitution of the People's Action Party, and also an undertaking in the Federation of Malaysia Constitution to guarantee the two water agreements between the PUB and the Johor state government.

'She was precise and meticulous in her choice of words,' said MM Lee.

The last two years of her life were the most difficult after Mrs Lee was bedridden following several successive strokes. It was also the hardest for MM Lee.

'She could not speak but she was still cognisant,' said MM Lee. 'Every night she would wait for me to sit by her to tell her of my day's activities and to read her favourite poems. Then she would sleep. '

In his parting words, MM Lee said: 'I have precious memories of our 63 years together. Without her, I would be a different man, with a different life.

'She devoted herself to me and our children. She was always there when I needed her. She has lived a life full of warmth and meaning.
'I should find solace at her 89 years of life well lived. But at this moment of the final parting, my heart is heavy with sorrow and grief.'

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Reena's wedding

Posted by shonitay at 10/06/2010 11:46:00 AM 0 comments
last september was a wedding month i supposed. i got so many weddings that i have to attend, but i can only accommodate three weddings in my busy schedule.. ahem! HAHAHAHHAHAH

end up one of it was a misunderstanding on my part... people kahwin next year february, but i dunno what happen to me that i thought it was sept 4th?! WTF!

ok... so the first wedding was my aunty reena's.
errm.. its just the morning ceremony and night buffet part.
the wedding dinner will only be held next year during CNY time....

the pictures are all in facebook , and no use for me to repeat here again...
so let me just show you the other pictures that is not available in facebook then..
family picture...
fooling around while decorating the bridal car...
heng dai car... u see the ribbons? people one car have one on each door...
these boys, one car have 8-9 flowers.. simply put everywhere till wiper also dun let go
bro sis duel!
bro bully baby sister
daddy sayang back baby sister... awwwww
ji mui fighting for flowers
act touristy on a hot sunny day with coat on *siao *sweats
the umbrella boy
the big boys.. *tears..now all so big boy already... last time adam always sit on my shoulder
my uncle is so cute~~ lol
i think i really have funny uncles. HAHAHHA... rofllastly... my favorite picture of the bride...
CONGRATULATIONS and may you live happily ever after...

Sunday, October 3, 2010

saya...

Posted by shonitay at 10/03/2010 11:04:00 PM 0 comments
i remember the times we were still in primary school where teacher used to ask us write essays with titles like :
~saya sebatang pen
~I am a pair of shoe
~saya se'whatever' "something"

if I had to write now for the title.....Saya muka Shoni...
i would throw away all my dignity...
kneel on the floor.. and beg to change topic...
i would kiss my teacher's foot it it is all it takes for her to agree
all because i cannot bear to just write a sorrowful life story of my own face..
"once upon a time, a face was born to Shoni.. and when the face knew it belonged to Shoni... it went straight to beg God to change its 'owner' WTF! God said "sorry dear, can't help you. Its your destiny. Face it." The End."

bugger. what kind of owner is that???????????
is SHoni a girl??? or is she human at all? does she have that thing called 'brain'???

haiz.... I AM SO SORRY MY DEAR FACE...
i know i say a milliton trillion times sorry also cannot 'bou siong' the mistake i did
but i will proof it with my actions!!!!!!!

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what is all this nonsense u might say..... but the following pictures will explain it all...
please beware of horrible pictures ahead!

look at the terrible condition!!! so many those small small white minyak mini pimple come out...
everyday!!! resurfing the next day even after i remove it! those big ones also so terrible!!! popping out everywhere! FML!

my forehead! FML! those red bumps are not supposed to be there ok! and now they are sticking their bloody red head everywhere till i see them also i wanna peel them off!!!

i suffered in silence (u believe?) for the past 2 -3 weeks till i really beh tahan liao!....
then i started to use my brain to think.... think think think......
at first i thought maybe my hormon change again.... and i get some youth acne problem or some shit due to oily and disgusting skin....

so i changed toner... cause i thought my hada labo is too moisturising for acne prone skin...
then i bought some tea tree scrub as well.... scrub scrub scrub....
after scrubbing at night, usually my skin will look like it's on a recovering trend....
but after work, it turns back to the old shitty self! FML
that made me think more... squeeze my brain juice out... and i found the problem!
my sunblock has expired ONE year ago!!!!! why i am such an IDIOT???
one whole bloody year and i am so kiam to ignore the fact and refuse to change and still insist it wont cause me any problem!!! *slaps self repeatedly to wake up

so immediately, i went online, searched for forums, and found something affordable for me to buy.... so that i can throw that bloody expired sunblock away!
bought this Biore UV milk...with confidence that my skin will improve after using it. frankly, i begin to love the texture after using it a few days... it wont give u those sticky and oily feeling....
and i am also truly since to 'bou siong' to my skin by eating kiwi everyday....
have some vitC everyday to nourish my skin back...

i am sorry for doing such stupid things... i promise this will never happen again
I SWEAR

Saturday, October 2, 2010

definition and length

Posted by shonitay at 10/02/2010 11:57:00 AM 3 comments
during Minli's wedding dinner, it was the first time i tried on fake eyelashes on my own i.e. no make up from professional. Yennee put the lashes on for me and i drew the eyeliner on myself

i like the effect very much.. that my eyes looked so big and pretty...
(close one eye to my dark circles lah if u see any) HAHAHAHHAA

see my eyes SOOOO big oh... my lashes SO loooong....
everyone who knows me knows that i have super duper short lashes!!!
till the extent that make up artist will ask whether i cut my lashes or not!!!! FML
wahhhhh... see the eyes... so dramatic... the bulu mata is like OH SO LONG...
i might sound weird for being so excited.. but its just tat i dont get to see my eyes ... no.. my lashes like that often...

din make up for the eyes... din put shadow or mascara also my eyes look so nice...
what if i did?? conform cantik giler.....
see.. the side profile... so mesmerising......
where's my pingu??? wanna electrocute him! HAHAHAHHA
sure will work wan!! *wink *wink

side track~~~my pingu....
ah... that sounds so nice.. oklah.. now decide to call baybee 'my pingu' instead of the boring ping2!

so how? my eyes big or not????? and since i am so pretty here... i am convinced that the eyelashes made the difference! (picture not edited punya tau)
since i am so convinced that the eye lashes made my eyes like so drama....
i decided to go and bid for some eyelashes... and i saw this!!! DOlly Wink lashes!!
the one that Cheesie frm cheeserland recommend and says that it is so good!
WON that and found out that it is like so KUA CHEONG long and bushy and natural that...
it feels NOT natural for me to put it on without KUA CHEONG make up!

because of DOLLY i am determined that i will join a make up course to learn how to doll my face up kao kao so that i can put on dramatic KUA CHEONG make up to match my dolly lashes!!!!
wait for my good news dolly!!~!~!~!!!!

people say that when you shop, you can't stop! true....
so i saw this other lashes on bid too.. so i bidded for it and won it for RM3
well, i need to practice with other lashes first before i can put on dolly lashes ma...
teacher said, "practice makes perfect"!! hahahhaha

never could i imagined that when i tried this on, I LOVED IT TO THE MAX instantly!!
this is so so suitable for me, my super short lashes and it looked so natural without eye make up!!! it is so going to be MY STAPLE from now on!! the next week, i bidded again for no.2 and i won it again for RM2 ONLY!!!!! hahahahha i guess no one knows how good is this yet. BOO!

I ♥ SHOPPING!!!!!!
 

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