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I MADE MY DECISION.
And it was not because of LOVE.
It wasn't for thrill and excitement too.
i chose kaya butter toast!
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
kaya butter toast
PMS
That is the word for it. That is the reason for it. That is the most evil thing on earth!
It makes you feel like shit. It makes you cannot sleep. It makes you easily irritated.
Earlier, I got pissed of with 'you know who' (not revealing this.. so no need to ask). Then a bloody aunty poured oil into fire by pissing me off further. Making false accusation and trying to cheat my money! Bloody OLD crook!! I don't want to waste my time ranting about both of it here. Waste of space and time. Just a simple note to remind me of 'why i shouldn't be so nice to idiots' it in the future will do.
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There's something which is a bigger and more serious thing which is going on in my mind now. When i heard about it, i couldn't sleep the whole of last night! Something really exciting... And i was thrilled to hear about it. Or rather too shocking for the humble me to accept and i needed time to digest to think about it.
I couldn't make a decision on the spot because of....LOVE! HAAHAHAHAH *i am shy to admit it but....I never expected myself to have problem deciding due to LOVE!! OMG! Laugh at me all you want... I don't care. I have always acted for the benefit of myself and this time, I DIDN'T! OMG! What is happening to me? ~the power of love~perhaps?
Many of times, the older generations and more experienced ones have given countless valuable advices and one of it is not to be so stupid to sacrifice for love! However they say it, i don't see it practiced by them! They say it when they regretted their decision. But on a sweeter note, there are also some who sacrificed and it was worth it after all... 50:50 / Big or Small???
I don't know what to choose. I don't know how to choose.
I don't know.
I don't know.
Its like dividing myself to half. ~just like kaya butter toast...
Half of me wants the best for myself NOW! I crave for the excitement and challenge. ~ butter side
Another half of me wants the best for the person i love.. that makes me H.A.P.P.Y.!!!! ~ kaya side
I know, in life, we cannot have the best of both worlds, but life means endless possibilities. ~well, there's kaya butter toast kan??~
Many things in life are not fated. Its a choice we made by taking chances.
Happiness is a choice we make.
I could be wrong. I could be right. I have not decided yet...
Once i made the decision, i guess there'll be no turning back. *thinking *thinking really hard
Life is always a gamble.
You win some, you lose some.
Most importantly, is to enjoy the journey along the way.
That is the word for it. That is the reason for it. That is the most evil thing on earth!
It makes you feel like shit. It makes you cannot sleep. It makes you easily irritated.
Earlier, I got pissed of with 'you know who' (not revealing this.. so no need to ask). Then a bloody aunty poured oil into fire by pissing me off further. Making false accusation and trying to cheat my money! Bloody OLD crook!! I don't want to waste my time ranting about both of it here. Waste of space and time. Just a simple note to remind me of 'why i shouldn't be so nice to idiots' it in the future will do.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
There's something which is a bigger and more serious thing which is going on in my mind now. When i heard about it, i couldn't sleep the whole of last night! Something really exciting... And i was thrilled to hear about it. Or rather too shocking for the humble me to accept and i needed time to digest to think about it.
I couldn't make a decision on the spot because of....LOVE! HAAHAHAHAH *i am shy to admit it but....I never expected myself to have problem deciding due to LOVE!! OMG! Laugh at me all you want... I don't care. I have always acted for the benefit of myself and this time, I DIDN'T! OMG! What is happening to me? ~the power of love~perhaps?
Many of times, the older generations and more experienced ones have given countless valuable advices and one of it is not to be so stupid to sacrifice for love! However they say it, i don't see it practiced by them! They say it when they regretted their decision. But on a sweeter note, there are also some who sacrificed and it was worth it after all... 50:50 / Big or Small???
I don't know what to choose. I don't know how to choose.
I don't know.
I don't know.
Its like dividing myself to half. ~just like kaya butter toast...
Half of me wants the best for myself NOW! I crave for the excitement and challenge. ~ butter side
Another half of me wants the best for the person i love.. that makes me H.A.P.P.Y.!!!! ~ kaya side
I know, in life, we cannot have the best of both worlds, but life means endless possibilities. ~well, there's kaya butter toast kan??~
Many things in life are not fated. Its a choice we made by taking chances.
Happiness is a choice we make.
I could be wrong. I could be right. I have not decided yet...
Once i made the decision, i guess there'll be no turning back. *thinking *thinking really hard
Life is always a gamble.
You win some, you lose some.
Most importantly, is to enjoy the journey along the way.
Monday, August 2, 2010
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
coffee maker
today i want to share a secret with you
i believe if something is not widely known, then it deserves the secret status
fact: i do not know how to make a cup of coffee or tea with milk!
reason: i don't drink coffee (any variant) or tea with milk. i think i am lactose intollerant
problem: my seating position is always in front of boss room and/or my job requires me to sometimes make drinks for visitors
there's story to tell... it all started when i was working with a legal firm
and i was seated right infront of the boss/partner/lawyer's room...
his name i still remember vividly.. jeffrey wong... big guy always joking around
jw: SHOOONI... can you make us coffee? (there were 2 visitors in his room and they were the house agents)
me: errrr.... i dont know how to make coffee one wor.... Milo can ah?
jw: WHAT?? how can someone dont know how to make coffee?!?!? i dont care.. go and learn and make for us now!
me: ok....
then i rushed to the pantry and took a long time to figure out how to make coffee...
i simply added some nescafe in and some sugar...
then i even asked my collegue how to make it and it turned out they did not know how to make too!OMG!
finally after adding nescafe and sugar one after another to try to make it drinkable, i brought them their coffee!
they took a sip.. and put down the cup.. the visitors kept quiet...but
jw: WHAT IS THIS? is this coffee? if it is then THIS IS THE WORST COFFEE I have ever drank in my WHOLE LIFE! i can make better coffee than this!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA..in the end, a sip, the first sip is all they took... HAHAHHAHAHAAA
itulah balasannya... not that i did that on purpose, but i really dont know how to make coffee ma..
from that moment on, no one in the office ever did ask me to make coffee anymore!
when i was with SAAG then, they had tea lady's to make drinks for visitors... lucky me i thought!
then one day, our consultant, Mr. Ricky came to our office and wanted a cup of coffee
and the tea lady, aunty keetha is no where to be found... i told him countless time that i do not know how to make coffee
and it will definately turn out horrible!
nope! he did not believe me! and so i had to make a cup for him...
and of course, to his horror, I WAS RIGHT!!! he only took the first sip and history repeated itself!
hhahhahahahahahahahha
so one day, this Ricky was at our office again together with the Sub con's Gary, Lee and Alan for a meeting
and as usual, aunty keetha always disappears when she is needed
me: would you all want to have a drink? i only know how to give you plain water or chinese tea..
(i was kind enough to pre-warn them)
Gary Lee and Alan did not believe me and joked about what i said...
then when Ricky told them that my coffee is not for consumption, they finally laughed and believed me
from that moment on, when they see me, and when i asked them, they would chose plain water..
and tease my coffee expertise! HUH!
TODAY!!!! *tong *tong *tong (bells ringing for important announcement)
I MADE A CUP OF COFFEE FOR A VISITOR...
AND... i still don't know how but i just add everything that i can see according to the ratio that i thought it is right..
how my heart bloomed with pride and my joy burst out like firework
when i saw THE EMPTY CUP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wahahahhahahahh!!!! i finally made my first successful cup of drinkable coffee!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woohooo!!! this is a reason to celebrate!!!
i believe if something is not widely known, then it deserves the secret status
fact: i do not know how to make a cup of coffee or tea with milk!
reason: i don't drink coffee (any variant) or tea with milk. i think i am lactose intollerant
problem: my seating position is always in front of boss room and/or my job requires me to sometimes make drinks for visitors
there's story to tell... it all started when i was working with a legal firm
and i was seated right infront of the boss/partner/lawyer's room...
his name i still remember vividly.. jeffrey wong... big guy always joking around
jw: SHOOONI... can you make us coffee? (there were 2 visitors in his room and they were the house agents)
me: errrr.... i dont know how to make coffee one wor.... Milo can ah?
jw: WHAT?? how can someone dont know how to make coffee?!?!? i dont care.. go and learn and make for us now!
me: ok....
then i rushed to the pantry and took a long time to figure out how to make coffee...
i simply added some nescafe in and some sugar...
then i even asked my collegue how to make it and it turned out they did not know how to make too!OMG!
finally after adding nescafe and sugar one after another to try to make it drinkable, i brought them their coffee!
they took a sip.. and put down the cup.. the visitors kept quiet...but
jw: WHAT IS THIS? is this coffee? if it is then THIS IS THE WORST COFFEE I have ever drank in my WHOLE LIFE! i can make better coffee than this!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA..in the end, a sip, the first sip is all they took... HAHAHHAHAHAAA
itulah balasannya... not that i did that on purpose, but i really dont know how to make coffee ma..
from that moment on, no one in the office ever did ask me to make coffee anymore!
when i was with SAAG then, they had tea lady's to make drinks for visitors... lucky me i thought!
then one day, our consultant, Mr. Ricky came to our office and wanted a cup of coffee
and the tea lady, aunty keetha is no where to be found... i told him countless time that i do not know how to make coffee
and it will definately turn out horrible!
nope! he did not believe me! and so i had to make a cup for him...
and of course, to his horror, I WAS RIGHT!!! he only took the first sip and history repeated itself!
hhahhahahahahahahahha
so one day, this Ricky was at our office again together with the Sub con's Gary, Lee and Alan for a meeting
and as usual, aunty keetha always disappears when she is needed
me: would you all want to have a drink? i only know how to give you plain water or chinese tea..
(i was kind enough to pre-warn them)
Gary Lee and Alan did not believe me and joked about what i said...
then when Ricky told them that my coffee is not for consumption, they finally laughed and believed me
from that moment on, when they see me, and when i asked them, they would chose plain water..
and tease my coffee expertise! HUH!
TODAY!!!! *tong *tong *tong (bells ringing for important announcement)
I MADE A CUP OF COFFEE FOR A VISITOR...
AND... i still don't know how but i just add everything that i can see according to the ratio that i thought it is right..
how my heart bloomed with pride and my joy burst out like firework
when i saw THE EMPTY CUP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wahahahhahahahh!!!! i finally made my first successful cup of drinkable coffee!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woohooo!!! this is a reason to celebrate!!!
Monday, July 26, 2010
stone age
its another week now,
frankly, i find my daily routine kinda boring.. or kinda 'old'
not much of entertainment and nothing exciting..just like or even worse than soon to retire people FML
wake up morning go to work - after work eat dinner - T____T - talk to baybee - sleep early
T_____T space is yet to be filled with excitement!
i go home, all i see is 4 walls... if have internet, at least still got extra one called 'firewall'
i feel lonely...not much human interaction.. i think i will turn into a stone one day FML
the star front page "girl turns into stone staring at ceiling" WTF
I NEED A PERMANENT SOLUTION FOR THIS!!!!
temporarily, i go for alternate hairwash days... and fyi, i've just signed on a whole treatment package! how to save money like that???? when i get my salary, i'm gonna sign a 6 months hair wash program so i can go wash my hair every day!! *fighting for spot under a bridge to beg for money to spend at salon* FML
and like now, i shamelessly hang around at cafe to go online and blog of my sorrowful situation while waiting for my 'beloved brother raymond' to fix up internet at my rented fucked up place that could not use broadband!
does anyone know any part time courses at night that i can sign up for nearby puchong????
thought of putting my brains into good use while it is still functioning
*gasp* or has it turned into stone? FML!!!!
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