Lyrics : Tiga Kata - KRU

** Wo ai ni
I love you
Aku cinta padamu
Tiga kata paling bermakna
Tapi jarangnya didengar

Naan unnai kathalikaraen
Saranghaeyo
Aishiteru
Tiga kata paling menyentuh
Tapi jarangnya disebut

Mungkinkah kerna kita dah terlalu selesa
Keintiman seolah semakin hambar
Dari gerak gaya
Hingga ke tutur kata
Tak menggambarkan cinta

**Chorus

Katakan ci ci cinta
Ci ci cinta kamu
Katakan ci ci cinta
Ci ci cinta

Walaupun kita saling
Sayang satu sama lain
Tapi kenapa sukar meluahkan rasa
Berikan mereka tahu
Andainya hari esok
Ditakdirkan berpisah

** Chorus

(Rap)
Dalam kesibukan
Kita seringkali mula hilang kemesraaan dengan mereka di sisi
Tak rasa bersyukur
Tak rasa berbangga mempunyai bahu sedia untuk kita bersandar
Pejamkan matamu
Lihatlah di hatimu semua kasih terhimpun dibiarkan terkurung
Jadi luahkan sekarang luahkan

** Chorus

Katakan ci ci cinta
Ci ci cinta kamu
Katakan ci ci cinta
Ci ci cinta (Aku cinta padamu)

Wo ai ni
I love you

Happy Smiley Feet

you know you are damn happy when you start to smile to yourself when you are driving ALONE

i'm sure anyone would be like Happy Feet when you saw your interviewer holding the print out of your resume with the words "This one is good!" scribbled on it!

this feeling is orgsamic!!

superstar libra - day 4

ohmaikot! like i have really abandoned this blog and forgotten to complete my cruise pics!

okok..let's conclude this... here's the final post for the series..

the floor we stayed at... the room access card.. and our room! :)

us at the gala dinner!!
ok i know my hair looked like shit! bloody messy!

WOW! this mushroom soup was like the ones they would serve in heaven!

Onion soup... would be nice if they didn't put that whole big chunck of cheese in it

ahhh... the main course, fish.. errmmmm the fried onion was awesome?

main course chicken breast filled with dunno what seafood paste.. i din like it tho..

dessert was also so-so only... quite disappointing for food wise as i was expecting something really good, exquisite and nice

during the custom clearance... no aircond kind of school building..
that is what you would expect for a normal class cruise.. ex-Penang ma...

my advice: cruise is good, would go again BUT ex-Singapore on SUPERSTAR VIRGO yeah!

anyway, the four of us had a good time... spending quality girly times together is FUN
looking forward for our next year's outing!! yeah!

birthday post

oh.. i forgot to blog about my birthday.. and i found this draft.. so might as well post it lah..

it was the 23rd of June and it's the last day of me being 28!
OMG!! what have i been doing past 28 years and what have i achieved??
i kept thinking and i thought if i had accomplished any lifetime dream..
you know, it's like i'm going to hit the big 30 next year and i dont have much time left to do what i am supposed to do when my age number still starts from number 2!
and i realised that i have not yet accomplished my dreams but it's all WIP
well, i like to be positive in things like that and i rejoice in the fact that it's in WIP stage (how sad would it be if its in KIV stage! hahahaha Praise God for that)

with event like this makes me think of how i want to live my life...and what is it's current status
family wise:
~nothing much can be done... its ok to me as i am used to it all along already
love life:
~it's wonderful being in love to a wonderful man that loves me too... just that being distant is something that i hate most of the time..
social life:
~thank god for the angels he sent to be friends with me! luv 'em all!
work life:
~it's a f***ed up pile of s*** place and i hated my life every morning when i have to get my big fat a** up to slave for some money to pay off my debts!! seriously! i dont wanna talk about miserable stuff in my birthday post! argh!

so how i celebrated my birthday???
i had a 3d2n 'retreat' with baybee!
located where? at his workplace! ahhahahahahahaaa......
i thought it would be some nice romantic holiday place...
but turned out, he had work to do!
so, accompanying him working is how i spent my birthday....
but i tell you, i was HAPPY!! seriously... no amount of money spend..
and effort can get me such happiness..
basically, where ever i am, rumah ke, jamban ke, on the road ke...
i also feel happy! janji bukan opis!hahhahah

superstar libra - day 3

ohai!! let me show you my pretty face before we start talking further!
that was taken in the bus... once we arrive in Krabi!!

at Krabi Jetty
Pretty woman.. walking down the street ~~~ la la la
Our first stop was at Thanbok Kharani Botanical Garden

this is supposed to be the scenery where we went 'wow' and chose this trip

end up visiting a muddy stream! hahhahah

but need to give credits to the Thais though.. the stream was clear of rubbish! :)

At the front of the temple in the cave, Suwan Kuha Temple with the extremely impressive 15m long golden reclining Buddha inside

Outside, there's a Grandmother Willow look-a-like and i posed gracefully there

We had our lunch at Phang Nga Bay Resort and i command you to focus on the top left corner

where the best-of-the-bestest-onion-rings-i-have-tasted-in-my-life is located!

they called it tempura fried veggies there and gigi thought it was sotong at first! ahhahahah

after our lunch, we took a scenic boat ride into Phang Nga Bay National Park

the four of us ♡
Then we reached kao Ping Gun Island, popularly known as James Bond Island..

it seems that the one of the scene in one of the James Bond movie was shot here...

and behind us was like a piece of mountain cut through and the one part of it leaning on the other was also in the scene. Apparently, James bond ran through it or something.. in actual fact, he wont be able to do so..

Nah.. this is the stunted throphy island that is seen in the scene of the movie
can audition for Bond girl ah??? HAHHAHAHAHA
then in the evening as we are returning, rain came and we had to put on our raincoat

we looked so cute kan??

then we travelled back to the ship.. -the pics are with angie and she's not sharing with us YET!

and we went for our Gala Dinner.... that will be in Day 4's post!

employee employer relationship

Good article to share here about what employees think but wont say
and there's one point worth highlighting here...

"In fact, I would like to stay here my entire career."
Job-hopping statistics get a lot of attention. For example, the average baby boomer held an average of 11 jobs between the ages of 18 and 44. Lost in statistics is the fact most people don't leave for more money; most leave a job because of a poor relationship with a boss. Don't assume high employee turnover is a fact of employment life. Find out why employees want to leave and address those issues. Employees don't start checking employment ads unless you give them reasons. Few people look forward to the upheaval and stress of starting a new job unless the old job -- and old employer -- was terrible.

Ray of light

Sorry for the long hiatus again.

My life had turned into a monotonous boring urban living zombie. Going early in the morning to work and coming back home tired in the evenings where all you want to do is just to eat dinner and laze around till you feel guilty for not taking a bath. Then you take a bath and prepare your mind to sleep and rest to face another miserable day ahead at work!

I have never looked forward for weekends as much as I have ever had in my working history. This particular chapter of my life.. my working life to be exact, shall be erased from my history forever! I never hated my life as much as I do in this three months!

so finally, I decided to put an end to my misery. I felt like I am stucked in some underground cave somewhere in Thailand and it's dark and I cannot find any light! and finally after making the decision where I regrettably should have made much earlier, this is what I saw



so I hope and pray that after coming out of the pitch, I could witness this!!



and appreciate life at it's best! God bless me!

superstar libra - day 2

day2 is Phuket day!!! we signed up for Phuket Sightseeing & shopping Trip!
so early morning we got up early for breakfast.. and this time, we had Chinese Breakfast!
These are the all in the menu for breakfast.
you just got to sit down, and the staff will bring all of it for you
nothing so special so all of us ended up eating like 5 or 6 char siu paus!
we had to call for new trays of the pau as they serve only 2 in a tray until we felt so paiseh!
at Promthep Cape
climbed over the brick wall i was sitting on in the previous picture to get better view
then went further doen for the best view.. but mike mike didn't come along..
she was too scared! hahahhahaa poor girl!
oh.. this was at the mid-way to the beautiful place..
mike and me ♡
at some dunno what high end shopping outlet...
that is obviously meant to slaughter your wallet... or purse!

so we end up sitting at the cafe, taking pictures and enjoying the drinks...
i didn't drink cause i suspected that they recycled 'used' cup to serve the drinks
our lunch!! PORK McD burger!!!!!
it's an exclusive food to me okay! you dont get to eat this here in Msia!!
At Central Festival Village the biggest a.k.a. most expensive shopping mall in Phuket
bought a shorts, blouse and lots of instant noodle PORK flavour there!
all our hardwork!
earning the money, going to buy, arranging it for display, taking pic and eating it!
for our dinner back at the ship we had western cousine...
that's fish..some sort of mago fish..
i like the taste of the mago and sunno what else scauce on top of the fish!
and they shapped the rice into a cute ball!
that's yennee's and gg's lagsana
hahahhaa.. it turned out to be a vegetarian one!
filled withmushroom and 'mooi choy'! ahahhahahahaha
so, gg fed up go eat her appetiser all over again...
she loaded her plates with lots of prawn and egg our dessert but i don't really like it...
our all time favorite!
SUPPER time! again!
☆FATS!☆

let it be

These days I've been thinking a lot and feeling downward yo-yo of my 'emo'ness.

One thing for sure to be blamed is my hormones. The other major one is of what I do every day. I am so sorry to myself to have to admit that I am back to the stage where I delayed waking up as late as I can… people close to me, who have stayed with me for some time would know what it means! Hah! Why am I going through this again? Nothing so fun to go through stages like this!

I will have to learn a lesson actually. I knew, at that moment, deep inside me, that I didn't feel comfortable when I had to nod my head. *Slaps self! I should've followed my instincts! Silly girl! But due to many considerations, and the many 'no's I said, I couldn't afford to wait any longer. I just had to nod, telling myself that 'this is the right decision' and secretly praying hard that things could turn out well.

Big lesson learnt. Next time, I hope I could insist to follow what my heart says so. But next time would not be so near yet as I have responsibilities to bear. Until then, I guess I would have to just hang on and pray that I could survive the ordeal. ~~~I will survive~~~ *ganbate!

I believe I could do it. I've been finding ways to keep myself calm, balance out the unstableness in me, be happy and telling myself, "everything's gonna be allright!". Actually I am not so sure after all. Off and on, something keeps telling me to give up but logical reasoning stopped me. Torn in between two options, I found it very very difficult to hold on to the 'happy' card.

So I told myself. Life is a journey, full of hurdles and potholes. I am allowed to curse and swear the person who built the road, but no one prevented me to enjoy the beautiful nature I see along the way. To survive this ordeal, I just had to change my focus. Instead of focusing on the potholes and badly managed place, it's my choice to enjoy the beautiful nature and the wonderful people around me!! Fuck those potholes and evil spirits around me who try to make my life as miserable as it can be for their own enjoyment! Karma is a bitch! It will come back to visit those who made people's life miserable!

I hope by telling myself this it will make me feel muchhhhhh better….. Although in actual fact, I will pray for karma not to make other people life miserable just because I said so. Them making mine miserable does not mean that I want to make theirs miserable as well (accumulating good karma for my next generation). I would rather just let it be. It's their life and I just want nothing to do with them as much as I can. I would be most grateful for that.

Let it be..let it be…let it be…. let it be….

signs....are they?

IS THAT A SIGN?

is the PC telling me something??



can't see it? let me make it clearer for you



Better now???? in case you still cannot see... i know you'll love this!!!



even the pc says that to me!!!!!!
FML!!!
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