superstar libra - day 2

day2 is Phuket day!!! we signed up for Phuket Sightseeing & shopping Trip!
so early morning we got up early for breakfast.. and this time, we had Chinese Breakfast!
These are the all in the menu for breakfast.
you just got to sit down, and the staff will bring all of it for you
nothing so special so all of us ended up eating like 5 or 6 char siu paus!
we had to call for new trays of the pau as they serve only 2 in a tray until we felt so paiseh!
at Promthep Cape
climbed over the brick wall i was sitting on in the previous picture to get better view
then went further doen for the best view.. but mike mike didn't come along..
she was too scared! hahahhahaa poor girl!
oh.. this was at the mid-way to the beautiful place..
mike and me ♡
at some dunno what high end shopping outlet...
that is obviously meant to slaughter your wallet... or purse!

so we end up sitting at the cafe, taking pictures and enjoying the drinks...
i didn't drink cause i suspected that they recycled 'used' cup to serve the drinks
our lunch!! PORK McD burger!!!!!
it's an exclusive food to me okay! you dont get to eat this here in Msia!!
At Central Festival Village the biggest a.k.a. most expensive shopping mall in Phuket
bought a shorts, blouse and lots of instant noodle PORK flavour there!
all our hardwork!
earning the money, going to buy, arranging it for display, taking pic and eating it!
for our dinner back at the ship we had western cousine...
that's fish..some sort of mago fish..
i like the taste of the mago and sunno what else scauce on top of the fish!
and they shapped the rice into a cute ball!
that's yennee's and gg's lagsana
hahahhaa.. it turned out to be a vegetarian one!
filled withmushroom and 'mooi choy'! ahahhahahahaha
so, gg fed up go eat her appetiser all over again...
she loaded her plates with lots of prawn and egg our dessert but i don't really like it...
our all time favorite!
SUPPER time! again!
☆FATS!☆

let it be

These days I've been thinking a lot and feeling downward yo-yo of my 'emo'ness.

One thing for sure to be blamed is my hormones. The other major one is of what I do every day. I am so sorry to myself to have to admit that I am back to the stage where I delayed waking up as late as I can… people close to me, who have stayed with me for some time would know what it means! Hah! Why am I going through this again? Nothing so fun to go through stages like this!

I will have to learn a lesson actually. I knew, at that moment, deep inside me, that I didn't feel comfortable when I had to nod my head. *Slaps self! I should've followed my instincts! Silly girl! But due to many considerations, and the many 'no's I said, I couldn't afford to wait any longer. I just had to nod, telling myself that 'this is the right decision' and secretly praying hard that things could turn out well.

Big lesson learnt. Next time, I hope I could insist to follow what my heart says so. But next time would not be so near yet as I have responsibilities to bear. Until then, I guess I would have to just hang on and pray that I could survive the ordeal. ~~~I will survive~~~ *ganbate!

I believe I could do it. I've been finding ways to keep myself calm, balance out the unstableness in me, be happy and telling myself, "everything's gonna be allright!". Actually I am not so sure after all. Off and on, something keeps telling me to give up but logical reasoning stopped me. Torn in between two options, I found it very very difficult to hold on to the 'happy' card.

So I told myself. Life is a journey, full of hurdles and potholes. I am allowed to curse and swear the person who built the road, but no one prevented me to enjoy the beautiful nature I see along the way. To survive this ordeal, I just had to change my focus. Instead of focusing on the potholes and badly managed place, it's my choice to enjoy the beautiful nature and the wonderful people around me!! Fuck those potholes and evil spirits around me who try to make my life as miserable as it can be for their own enjoyment! Karma is a bitch! It will come back to visit those who made people's life miserable!

I hope by telling myself this it will make me feel muchhhhhh better….. Although in actual fact, I will pray for karma not to make other people life miserable just because I said so. Them making mine miserable does not mean that I want to make theirs miserable as well (accumulating good karma for my next generation). I would rather just let it be. It's their life and I just want nothing to do with them as much as I can. I would be most grateful for that.

Let it be..let it be…let it be…. let it be….

signs....are they?

IS THAT A SIGN?

is the PC telling me something??



can't see it? let me make it clearer for you



Better now???? in case you still cannot see... i know you'll love this!!!



even the pc says that to me!!!!!!
FML!!!
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